Redemption

Chapter 14

Chapter 14

The party is in full swing and I am sitting at the bar with Venus and Lyla and watching Jax playing pool with Quinn and he's laughing. "It's good to see him smiling again." Lyla says. She looks at me and says "You know that's because of you right?" I nod and say "Yeah. He looks good with smiling doesn't he?" I ask. "You realize you're smiling too right?" Venus asks. "I know. I just can't help it. He makes me happy." I tell her. "Good. We want you to be happy honey." Venus says and I see Jax look over and me and wink. I blush a little and Lyla and Venus start laughing at me. "Stop laughing." I say as I turn towards the bar. "I've just never seen you blush before." Venus says "Yeah well he makes me feel things I never thought I would before." I tell her and I feel arms wrap around me and I can't help but lean back into him. "You ready babe?" he asks and I turn to look at him. "You sure about this? Last chance to back out." I say. "No backing out. I'm putting my mark on you right now. Marking you as mine babe. Everyone's going to know it." he tells me and I kiss him softly and say "Then let's do it."

Walking over to the table, I put my arm on the table and Happy starts giving me Jax's crow. Once it's done, I say "One more?" and Happy nods. Jax looks at me confused and Venus brings over a piece of paper and pen for me. I write down Ryan in my handwriting and look at Jax. He nods is approval and asks "Where?" I motion to the same spot where his crow is and Happy takes my signature and traces it onto the transfer paper and starts the tattoo on Jax's arm. Once it's done, out ink is covered and Jax stands. Pulling me close he says "You know this means you can't leave right?" I nod and say "Nowhere else I'd rather be. Now take you Old Lady to bed." I say and he picks me up and I wrap my arms around his neck and my legs around his waist and he carries me to the dorm.

Laying me on the bed, he kisses me deeply and we start to shed clothes before he enters me. Making love to me slow and easy, he whispers "I love you Ryan." I smile against his lips and whisper "I love you Jackson. I love you so much." before we both find our release and I snuggle into his side. "Tomorrow we'll get you moved in with me and our boys." I kiss him one more time before falling asleep in his arms.

The next morning, we get up and I pack up my things. "What you don't take with us, we can move to my dorm here with what I keep here." he tells me. "Okay babe." I say and he smiles wide. "What?" I ask. "You seem so much better than when you first got here." he tells me. "You know that's because of you right?" I ask and he pulls me close. "I want you happy." he tells me. "I am happy baby. I never thought I would be but I am." I tell him. We head out the door and to his bike with my bag hanging from my back.

Walking into the house, Abel comes running up to me and hugs me. "Ryan, you're here." I smile and say "Yeah buddy. I'm here. You okay with that?" I ask and he nods. "Yeah. But...can I call you mommy?" he asks. I look at Jax and he nods his okay. "That's fine buddy. If that's what you want." I tell him and he kisses my cheek and says "Welcome home mommy." I smile and look up at Jax and see him smiling wide. I stand and Brooke brings Thomas to me. He reaches for me and I snuggle him a minute and he says "Mamama." I smile and say "Yeah baby. Mama's here." before Jax kisses me softly and I can't help but smile.