"He was so fucking hot, the kissing was amazing and I can't believe how big he was. Ah! I could have gone down on him so many times." I cringe as Lea talks about the guy she met last night.
She had her way with words and she was not afraid to use them. I loved this girl with all my heart, but she was a little slutty. She even admits it herself. I think she has been heartbroken at a time before I met her, but it's nothing she likes to talk about. So I try to be supportive and let her vent when she needs to. Often she talk about how much she regrets it, but this time it's apparently about how great it was. I like the change, but I'm not really interested in the details.
Instead I think back to the kiss Daniel and I shared and I smile. I feel my face flush from the thought, it was very intimate and nice on my living room floor. He called me last night and we talked for a good twenty minutes. He is so easy to talk to, even more when I don't see him and get that nervous. He can't even see my blushes through the phone, though it feels sometimes like he knows anyway. Tonight we're going on our second date. No, wait. Third? Does Wednesday count as a date? We did kiss, so...yes? Yeah, it's our third date then.
"Hey? Are you listening to me?" I hear Lea ask, waving her arms at me and I look up at her.
"No, I stopped listening when you started talking about a guy's dick." I say and smile at the customer who looked awkwardly my way. Oops!
"You are the worst friend ever!" She whine.
"No, I'm the best friend ever since I let you talk dicks all the time." I say, whispering the word dicks. She starts to laugh.
"Yeah, that's true. You are the best friend." She say and hug me. "So talking about dicks...how is Daniel's?" She say with a huge grin. "Ow!" She say as I hit her arm.
"I don't know, I haven't seen it." I say a little offended.
"But, why? Didn't you say you made out on your living room floor?" She ask a little perplexed.
"We kissed, yes. But I'm not a slut like you." I say push her a little, making her snicker.
"That is true! You're way too innocent." She say and go over to the cash register as a customer comes forward. I shake my head and continue to stir the batter that I'm going to make cookies from.
"So you think you will do it tonight?" Lea ask as she comes over to stand beside me after taking care of a customer. I don't know why I'm shocked by her question, it's Lea we're talking about. The only thing she's thinking about is sex.
"I have no idea, we're going out to dinner. I haven't planned further than that." I say a little irritated. It get's me a little nervous though, would he expect us to? Isn't the third date like an unwritten rule or something? I feel my gut clench at the thought, the last time I had sex was with that nameless guy. It's a totally different story when you're dating someone. When I was with nameless guy I didn't care of what he thought of me, I took what I wanted. Ugh! Maybe I should cancel tonight?
I felt nervous all day and regret not calling and canceling as I stand in the shower after work. I'm not made for this, dating, it's not really my thing. I'm too tense and nervous to be good at it. I put on a pair of leggings and a black dress, I let my hair fall freely and put on light with makeup. I don't want to dress up too much, but put on black lanced underwear just in case. I feel my heart beat hard in my chest as the doorbell rings. I take a deep breath before opening the door to a smiling Daniel. His smile is too infectious, so I can't keep from returning his smile.
"Hi." I say, feeling my cheeks flush a little, as usual.
"Hello Juli." He say and walk closer to give me a kiss on the cheek, making me turn tomato-red all over. I turn around, hiding my face and getting my jacket on as my face goes back to semi-normal. He waits outside the door as I lock it and turn towards him as I'm ready.
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