!! TW !! blood ,, suicide ,, self harm ,, etc .
after a time away from the dorms i went back. bakugou wasn't there when i got there and the others said he went back home for a while .
i sat on the bed and began slowly writing.
not every story has a happy ending. almost everyone looks forward to meeting your soulmate. but to others it's almost a curse. loving one person while being forced to love your soulmate.
i thought i was happy. but turns out i'm not. i'm not happy at all. all i've ever hoped for was for someone. someone to love me. love the real me. but no one ever did. not even my soulmate.
with tears streaming down my cheeks i grabbed a blade and locked myself in my bathroom.
i slowly made a deep cut. the red crimson slowly poured out of the wound and dropped to the floor.
for each cut i made memories and thoughts flooded my mind.
'my friends.. i've never gave enough to them when they gave their all.'
'my mom.. i wasn't what you needed me to be.'
'my soulmate.. i wasn't enough for him.'
i stuggled with the veins and i wasn't bleeding enough.
'all this blood won't end the pain.'
i was hit with dizziness and my vision was slowly fading.
one last cut was all i needed.
i fell to the floor and let out a shaky breath.
the cold tiles were replaced by warm blood.
the bathroom door was flung open just as my vision went black.
my eyes closed and there was nothing.
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"oi shitty hair!"
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"kiri!!"
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"you're name is like a melody."
"what?"
"nothing" he smiled smugly.
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"do you remember the first time we kissed ?"
"don't remind me." he facepalmed and i let out a soft chuckle.
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"god you're gorgeous."
"even better than you?"
"no."
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"hey katsu i has a dream about you last night."
"is that your way of saying you miss me?"
"it could be."
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"hey mina we're horn twins!!"
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"yo kiri nice hair!" sero smiled brightly and denki gave a thumbs up.
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"i'm not in love."
"then what are you?"
"i'm intrigued."
"by what?"
"by you."
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"god katsu! how can you eat this? it's so spicy."
"that's because you're weak eiji."
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"a secret?"
"yeah a secret."
"but-"
"it doesn't mean i don't love you any less but, other people you know?"
"i see."
"i'm in love with you eijiro."
"i love you too eugeo."
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"eiji i'll be right by your side. no matter what."
"thank you bakugou."
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"why is it so hard?"
"what?"
"not looking at you."
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Fake Love
Romance!! TRIGGER WARNING !! mentions : homophobia, suicides when you're born you are born with a date only you could see tattooed onto your body. that date is the day where you will meet your soulmate. sadly you don't know who it is or where you'll meet...
