Fake Love

thoughts

time had passed but things didn't feel the same .

they said time heals so why am i still hurting ?

i can't keep living like this .

is this how life was for you ?

i miss you .

i miss your shitty hairstyle .

i miss the way your face lit up when i agreed to doing something stupid with you .

i miss the way you danced around the dorm while attempting to make pancakes every saturday morning .

i miss the way you called my name .

i miss the way your voice rang through my ears with a sweet melody .

i miss the way you would hold my hand in big crowds to not get separated .

i miss the way my body would heat up at a simple touch of your skin .

i miss the way you curled up when you were scared of the thunder .

i miss the way you would crawl into my bed when you had a nightmare .

i miss the way you looked at me when we were alone together .

i miss your idiotic comments .

i miss your dumb questions .

i miss the messages you would send me even though you were three feet away from me .

i miss you .

i miss all your dumb qualities that i was sure i would hate .

but you know what ?

i don't hate anything about you .

i love every inch of you .

i would do anything just to be with you just one last time .