ᴜɴsᴛᴏᴘᴘᴀʙʟᴇ [•JENO•]

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"I don't know how to feel about all this" I confessed to the boy in front of me

"You know, I don't get it into my head how Jaehyun could shoot him like that, why didn't he thought about it. How can...how can he take someone's life like this? I feel like, even if he was bad, even if he was about to kill me, why didn't Jaehyun shoot him in the leg, shoulder or back why was it the head...just why" I rambled, looking at Jeno, which was staring at the ceiling

"You know...Jaehyun shoot him down because he threatened his family because he was about to kill you. You might not see it, but you're important to him. Even if you're here only for the past 3 days. Jaehyun is already attached to you. You know, mostly we kill the ones that hack, or try to harm us. But Jaehyun wanted you in the gang, I know that he was watching you. I know that Jaehyun knew who you were. Because I found files and information on his computer. I don't know why or what the reason is, for him to care about you so damn much. But even if we are a part of the mafia, even if we kill. We remember each one of those who died because we pulled the trigger. We remember their voice, face, name, and their eyes ...and we remember the feeling of taking someone's life. But if we don't take their life away, innocent people would be killed. But still...they might have a family. Kids. Wife. But they all are monsters" his voice was deep, and I don't know how he's feeling right now because he still had this poker face on.

But I know he meant it, he meant every word. And the fact that Jaehyun was watching me, makes me...feel weird and paranoid. But I will find out...hopefully "i-I don't want this" I whispered mostly to myself, but I know that Jeno hears it, cuz he turned towards me "Nobody wants to be a murderer, but our lives are like this. We're made for this, and you have to accept it. You're a part of NCT, and sooner or later your childhood, and innocent mind will be ruined. Even if I know, that you didn't have a childhood. Right now, you will experience war, hate and many people which are monsters will be after you and will look right into your soul" His words scare me, knowing that I will be a person I never wanted to become...

....where did it all go wrong.

"But enough, let's get to work" Jeno took his laptop sitting next to me. I turned my head towards him, taking a deep breath. "Alright.... in the beginning, when the boys are on their way to the location, we try to hack the cameras in the building, we scan their security systems and we deactivate the alarms in the building. After that, we send them the information, where the enemies are. What they are doing and if they have any weapons, every member has a tracker somewhere on his uniform. And we recognize them by the initials that are showing on the screen. You are connected to them, through an earpiece, and sometimes they ask you for information which you have to give them as fast as possible (ASAP;), if sh!t goes wrong you have to find the best way out of it. And you have to know about the positions of the enemies which you give to the boys. It's not hard, you just have to concentrate and be able to keep your chill. When the things get out of control"
I listened to Jeno, trying to get the whole information into my tired brain, it's hard...what if I mess up.

But even if I was panicking on the inside, I nodded my head. "Alright," I told him. "Then" he stood up, walking towards the big closet, opening a drawer, and taking a box out. It was a laptop. A brand new. Made for programmers and professional hackers at the FBI, it was the same that Jeno had only in white "here, you can't use your old one for those missions and people might already try to hack you. So we will have to destroy it" I nodded my head, not caring what will happen to the old thing. I grabbed the box from Jeno, opening it like a kid on Christmas. I unwrapped the computer from the bubble thingy, taking it out and placing it on my lap. I looked up to Jeno, only to see him staring at me. But he looked away when he saw me looking back at him...

Weird I thought, but I was too happy to care. I pressed the button, turning the computer on. A wide smile on my face. "Wow" it looked fancy and very expensive, but I'm working for them....so I don't care "we have to install the program, on your computer and I have to give you all the files that we would need in the future" I just nodded my head, too busy looking at the screen which was just white, with a loading symbol, but it looked to fancy for me to look away or get bored. "Then give it to me" I pouted, handing him the computer, he plugged a stick into it, pressing numbers into it. Every program has it's own code so I couldn't read this one.

"How long will it take," I asked him, whining cause we are already looking at the black screen for the past 15 minutes "around two hours" I groaned "But you can go to the dreamies, they have cool stickers that you can stick on the computer" I jumped out of his bed, running to Jaemin's room

I knocked on the door, only to hear a 'come in' "Hey Jaemin" I greeted him. He gave me a smile "Hey, you need something" he asked me "Well, Jeno got me a new computer and he said that the dreamies have cool stickers and I love stickers, so do you have some" I asked him, jumping in excitement "Alright, chill. Chenle and Jisung have many of them. Their drawers are full of it. I will go with you cuz they might force you to play with them" Jaemin laughed, while I nodded my head "Then follow me" I run after the older boy, he opened the door to Jisung's room without even knocking "Hyung, don't come in like this" he whined chenle nowhere be seen "sorry not sorry, but Mina wants some stickers from you" Jaemin said "If that's fine" I added, looking over his shoulder on the end because Jaemin somehow sounded rude "Sure. Just take some" he pointed at the drawer where they were. And I looked at them, taking some out. The ones that I took where, the logo from nirvana, lightning, a NCT logo, supreme logo, some emojis, and an ACDC logo. I didn't want to have the whole computer full of stickers, 7 stickers where enough "Thank you Jisung" I gave him a smile, leaving his room while he waved at me. "Then have fun with Jeno" Jaemin smirked, leaving me alone in the hallway....what was this?

I shrugged my shoulders, entering Jeno's room, only to find him sleeping on his bed. I walked to my computer, sitting on the chair and sticking the stickers randomly on the backside while biting on my tongue which was poking out of my mouth m. It might sound childish, but I like stickers......don't judge me