ᴜɴsᴛᴏᴘᴘᴀʙʟᴇ [•JENO•]

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We all made our way back, some of the members stayed behind to make sure no evidence was found that we were there. I'm currently taking a shower, rubbing my skin. I wanted to forget the feeling, of his touch. But every time I touch my neck it hurts like hell, the hickeys were very big and dark.

I wanted to kill the dude, and sadly I couldn't punch him, but taking the documents we need was more than enough. The dress that I wore, was on the floor and the makeup was still on my bed, I'm too lazy to clean it up. So I will probably sleep in the living room.

My face was makeup-free, and I looked like myself.

After I dried my body, I put the shirt and shorts on. It was too warm, and I didn't care about covering my neck up. After I cleaned the bathroom up, I made my way down the stairs, my stomach needed food.

I entered the kitchen, seeing almost everyone eating, I sat between Jungwoo and WinWin, Jeno was in front of me. I put some food into the plate that was already there, eating in silence.

"Mina, your neck" Chenle pointed at my neck "It's fine" I smiled at him, all of the boys were looking at my neck. But I just ate, not glancing up. I was eating while looking at Jeno's hands. He was eating too.

"It will heal soon, don't worry Chenle," Renjun said, Chenle nodded. Eating his ramen.

"Mina, could you come to my room afterward, I have to tell you something," Jeno said, before standing up putting his dishes away leaving up the stairs. I just looked at the chair he was sitting not long ago. Why would he want to talk to me...

I looked around, some of the boys were smirking while eating their food. I just shrugged it off, eating my food quickly. I stood up, cleaning up after myself before leaving upstairs. To Jeno's room...

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I knocked at his door, peeking my head, before entering "What do you want to talk about" I asked him, he was looking out of his big window, his back facing me.

He wasn't saying anything, so I walked over to him "Jeno" I called him.

He finally turned to me, his face cold as usual. "How does it feel," He asked, placing a hand on my neck, where the hickeys were visible. The heat rushed to my cheeks, I hesitated to answer "D-disgusting, and dirty" I could slap myself for stuttering at the moment, his hand was warm, it sent shivers down my spine "He took my first kiss" I said, biting my lip "and he touched me, where I don't want to be touched by him" I continued. My voice becoming louder

"How"

"How what" I was confused by his question

"How did you manage to stay calm," He asked again, I felt like the time has stopped. I thought of him.....but I couldn't say hat....could I

"I thought of someone, someone who is important to me. And helped me many times" I looked deep into his eyes, his hand was still resting on my neck, his thumb running up and down my jawline, making me gulp.

"What are you thinking now" He's asking too many questions...

"I'm trying to forget it, forget how it feels to be touched by him," I said, not breaking the eye contact.

Silence took over us, I felt like the time has stopped and the only thing I saw were his dark eyes.

He took a step closer, bending his head a little so he was right in front of my face. My breath hitched, I grabbed his wrist, from the hand that was on my neck without even noticing it.

His face came closer and closer until he stopped just inch away from my lips

"Consider this as your first kiss" He whispered, I felt his breath on my lips and not long after I felt....his lips on mine.

Jeno kissed me, my eyes widened in surprise, the shock was written across my face. His lips moved, brushing against mine. He was kissing me slowly, completely different to what I've experienced a while ago

I closed my eyes, placing my arms on his chest pulling on the white material. His other hand cupped my face, tilting it to the side so he could kiss me deeper.

We were kissing.....I was kissing him back.

Jeno was kissing me. My heart went crazy, my face was heating up, but the only thing that was mattering at that moment was Jeno. And all my thoughts disappeared.

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The next morning I woke up, on the couch. My mind instantly replayed the scene that happened yesterday evening. My heart skipped a beat, biting on my lower lip which was between my teeth. I still felt his lips, they were soft and warm like the rest of his body, but his personality was the opposite.

Why would he...

Why did he...

And what was the reason for him to kiss me....he doesn't like me in a romantic way. That's not possible, he doesn't know how love feels like, he doesn't know how to love.

But why.....or does he, does he know what it really means. Because I don't.

I kicked into the air, frustrated by the whole situation, I ruffled my hair, before standing up from the couch, making my way to the room I was actually staying.

A/N

The chapter was a bit messy ik😂 but I'm not really in the mood for writing now but I still wanted to publish this bc it's the time to end this story soon. So yeah...