ᴜɴsᴛᴏᴘᴘᴀʙʟᴇ [•JENO•]

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My brother came along because Jaehyun said he should. Well I'm happy to see Bomin again, Jaehyun was surprised that he grow that much, he was the same height as Jaehyun, and Jae was surprised that he talks again because he never talked to our parents. Who knows what they did to the poor boy, I decided not to ask him anything about that. 

We drove back to the HQ, my parents in the trunk, knocked out. The time was ticking, the first night was coming, Jeno...Jeno has nightmares. They could use it against him, to torture him I just hope he won't sleep, even if the time passes quickly that way, I hoped he stays awake. 

I felt like the ride back home was longer than the one to my parents, the rain was pouring, cooling off the hot ground. The rain was better then the sun, if it's cold you can stay inside or wear thick clothes, but when the sun is shining, and roasting you then you can't do much about it.

Jaehyun and Bomin were talking, most of the time. Catching up, after all, they were close, Jaehyun was our babysitter since I know for myself.

My thoughts were full of Jeno, and the dreamies, I was worried. After Jeno told me, how crazy they are, I got goosebumps, all that sounds way too sick to be true.

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After we arrived back at the HQ, we saw the Van of WayV meaning they are back, the guards let us in, helping the boys to carry the limp body's. Bomin looked at the house with wide eyes, and open mouth "Never saw a house"

I teased, he chuckled looking down at me "I thought we were rich, but this is a different level" I shrugged my shoulders, used to the fact that Jae and Tyong, are probably shitting money. "Let's go inside, the others are probably waiting" He nodded, following close behind me to enter the house. He bowed at the guards, before coming after me.

"How do you get into NCT," He asked me from behind "Well, I wanted to sell their profiles, but they caught me, technically forcing me into the gang, but I'm happy that I joined, it's fun," I said, entering the kitchen where WayV was, WayV is probably the weirdest unit in NCT, Ten the diva, Lucas the giant baby, YangYang the savage kid, Kun the mother, who's suffering from mental breakdowns daily, XiaoJun and Hendery the scary psychopaths, and WinWin the cutie everyone loves 

"How many members are in NCT," He asked, looking at the boys fighting over the last muffin 

"21 main members, plus around 30 guards and people under SM" I shrugged, clapping my hands to get WayV's attention 

They stopped fighting, looking at me, Lucas stole the muffin stuffing it into his mouth, the boys groaned, giving him nasty glares

"Okay guys, meet my brother Bomin, he is going to stay here for a while, while my 'parents' are in the basement locked up, so don't leave any doors open or weapons around the house" They all nodded, I left the kitchen. The WayV boys attacking Lucas, while Kun talked to Bomin, telling him the names of the members. 

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"What are we going to do with them," Jaehyun asked, we looked at my parents which were still knocked ou "why don't we talk to Bomin first, and then to them," I said, Bomin is with WayV, YangYang is showing him around because they are the same age. Everyone likes him, I mean why wouldn't they, he is cute, handsome, tall, smart and has charms. I'm happy that he gets along with them, Jaehyun couldn't explain why Bomin was a social butterfly now. 

"I don't know, but let's keep an eye, on Bomin too, maybe he has something to do with all this" I couldn't imagine Bomin being like my parents, but Jaehyun was right, we couldn't trust anyone. I nodded, leaving the basement first, I couldn't look at their faces anymore.

The house was quiet, Bomin was in the guest room, the members sleeping. It was around 2 in the morning, but I couldn't sleep, my eyes were wide open, and when I close them I see things I don't want to see.

I see the dreamies....screaming in pain, blood all over them. Why can't we live in peace for at least a month, why does this feels like a drama. Why can't we just relax a bit, and just be normal human beings

"Do you know what I ask myself daily?" I said, I felt Jaehyun's eyes on me, we were sitting in the kitchen "Hmm?" 

"Why are we the ones, to live a life like this, why haven't we all met in a different way, different place and in a different location. Why are we the ones bounded to be killers, and why are we the ones living in fear of someone dying that we love" I let out a sad chuckle, I always asked myself how would it be, live like someone else. To be far away from myself, someone different with a different story, different problems, and a different self

"You know, in life, we only see the bad side, the good things are always hidden behind it, if we met somewhere else as someone else, do you think, That you would be happy, do you think that you would be carefree, everyone has problems, everyone has pain on the inside even the ones smiling, laughing and joking. You think that being someone else makes your life easier, well I don't think so, because everyone has problems, fears, and bad sides, but to overcome them, is hard but that makes us humans" 

his words made me think because they were true......