ᴜɴsᴛᴏᴘᴘᴀʙʟᴇ [•JENO•]

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"Well, when I was around 10 I started to hack, I run away from the orphanage, because they never liked me, I was always in my room, not allowed to leave just because someone blamed me for things I haven't done, so I run away. We always got pocket money, not much but it was enough for me to buy books" I was talking while looking at the ceiling, the days flashing in front of my eyes as if it was yesterday "Books?" I let out a laugh at his confused face 

"Yeah, I was teaching myself how to hack, use computers because it was always a dream of mine to work for the FBI as a hacker, but I guess my life had different plans after I run away I found a computer and I started to hack for different people, starting off with small tasks, and then I 'started to hack big companies, mafia, banks, government" I counted, Jeno was listening 

"I hacked, stole and made money that way, I never cared that the lives of those people were ruined, I never cared that many people died because I exposed them, but when I should hack your system, and get your files, I was ready for it, but when I saw how young all of you were, I knew that there was a reason why you were hiding from everyone and why no one knows your names, you were killing. You guys are bad, but good at the same time, well except sending Jisung and Chenle to deal with drugs" Jeno wasn't interrupting me, and It felt good to talk about everything. 

"But why did you join NCT" 

"Well Jaehyun told me if I didn't I would have you as my enemy, and because you already knew who I was, it would've been very stupid of me to have the biggest mafia as my enemy" I chuckled, Jeno nodded, turning his body to look at me 

"What happened before you landed at an orphanage" 

"Well, I had a family, and they were abusive, forced me to show people what I was able to do, how smart I was, and how good I was at math. They used me for their work, they let men touch me, and I had to work around the house, I wasn't allowed to go, to school as their real children did, I never ate lunch, I always got the leftovers, and they loved to torture me" I let out a bitter laugh, remembering the pain, and the old days

"Was that the reason you didn't want to join NCT at the begin" 

"I knew that you were 21 boys, I thought the past would repeat itself, but I again had nothing to lose, only to win, they said you would be my family, and I hoped that they were saying the truth" I wiped my eyes, which were becoming watery.

"Do you want to know what I thought about you when I first saw you, in that forest behind that old house" He chuckled, I turned to him, only to see a smile on his face, I could get used to that picture 

"Do I really want?" I asked, rolling my eyes after remembering the words he said back then

"I thought you weren't Mina, I mean everyone said you were smart but, you seemed childish back then, fighting with me, and feeling nothing. You weren't afraid, you insulted me, and I knew you hated my guts because I said you talk too much and that I didn't want to drive you to the HQ, but you proved me wrong, when I trained you, I saw how smart you were, I saw your abilities and you have a great memory by the way" I laughed, not believing his words

"You're praising me, and my memory, you're the one who is able to remember every single detail" 

"Yeah, and I hate that. I hate that I remember things I don't want to remember, I feel like if I would have a memory like Lucas, my life would be easier, but I remember every word they said, every punch they threw at me, and all the sleepless nights, I even remember the dates. Their voices, faces, smell and personality, they show up in my dreams and never let me sleep, all that because of my stupid memory" He was angry, he was showing emotion, I wanted to smile, but I couldn't, the things he told me are traumatic. 

"Who are they" 

"The people which killed my parents, the people which burned them alive, right in front of my eyes, taking me with them, and leaving me with nothing" I gulped, I felt my throat burn, I was holding the tears back, I wanted to hug him, to apologize, but I couldn't, something was ringing in my head, a memory.

A crying boy in our guest room, and the people visiting us the next day handing my parents a bag, I was looking at them from up the stairs, the boy looked dead, no emotions, he just waked after the men, his eyes meeting mine before he entered the car, Jaehyun came over with his dad, and I pretended nothing happened 

A/N;

3 chapters in one day, I told you that I have no life now. LOL 

Hope you like it, the next chapter will be about Jeno, and I might post it today AND its time for some love sheet