ᴜɴsᴛᴏᴘᴘᴀʙʟᴇ [•JENO•]

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I sat down on the ground, staring at the place where the body was, not too long ago. It made me sick, but the things Jaehyun told me were worse, who were those people. And the flashbacks I just had....what is going on?

Why did they kidnap me, and who are my parents. My real parents, and who is my brother.

Is it true that he doesn't talk since I went missing? And how did Jaehyun found me? He mostly did it with NCT's help. Probably Jeno, that's why he knew that Jaehyun was watching me. But....he said he didn't know why Jaehyun had all those things, and what the reason is for him to care about me. He probably did it to let Jaehyun, tell me the truth. This all feels....like a movie. Nothing feels real, and those people I run away from. They weren't my real parents, my parents are waiting. The woman that gave birth to me, is waiting. The man, that should be the one to protect me is still looking for me. And my brother...the boy I should love the most on this earth, is still hoping that I'm alive.

I have to see them, I need to see them.
Maybe then, but just maybe I could remember something. After all...people say I'm a genius.

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I'm sitting at the ground for the past 4 hours, my eyes not moving from the one spot. My body was shaking, my lips were blue and my eyes puffy. The cold making me feel numb, I took deep breaths, trying to feel something. Anything

I heard a car coming, I wasn't paying attention to it, it's probably just some stranger passing by. And they won't see me anyways, because the warehouse was hiding me from the street. But the car stopped, a door opened and I heard steps. But I didn't felt anything. No sense of danger, no fear or helplessness. "Fuck" I heard the deep cold voice. The voice that belonged to Jeno. "You're freezing" he took his jacket off, making me wear it. If felt soft.

My eyes met his, his warm hand feeling comfortable on my cold skin. "I was worried about you" this is the first time ever, that Jeno spoke with a soft voice, it sounded beautiful. And his eyes, they were shining, and I could see myself in them.

He....he was worried. Why

"We have to get you home" he picked me up, holding me in his arms. My head fell on his chest, my body shaking from the cold. He got me to the car, making me sit on the front seat. He shut the door, running to the other side, entering himself. He turned towards me, his arm reaching across me to put the seatbelt around me. I just stared, into space. And the road in front of me

Nobody talked on the way to the HQ, Jeno was grabbing the steering wheel tightly, until his knuckles turned white. This is the first time for me, to see him showing any emotions. But I was too tired to care, I just closed my eyes. Not able to keep them open, any longer. And the last thing I heard, or remember was, that Jeno took a deep breath, slowly letting it out.

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I woke up, sweat covering my body, my throat felt dry, and I was cold, even if I was sweating

I was sick...I got sick.
Of course, I did, I was running around in a shirt, in winter. While lacking sleep, and I sat on a cold ground for 4 hours. I looked at the clock, which showed, 3 am.

"Wow I've been sleeping for such a long time, and how did I even get here," I thought to myself. Jeno....he probably got me here. I felt cold, but I stood up, leaving my warm bed, and waking to the room next to mine. I stood there for a second, darkness surrounding me, I tried to stop the dizziness before softly knocking on Jeno's door. I didn't hear a come in, but I entered anyway. Seeing nothing but darkness "Mina" I flinched after Jeno called my name. I didn't answer, instead, I just stood there "What's wrong, why are you awake" he stood up, turning the lights on. He was shirtless, wearing just shorts and his hair was messy. He put his glasses on, which were on his nightstand "You are shaking" it was more of a question, then a statement.

He walked closer to me placing his hand on my wrist, his warm hand feeling cold on my skin. "Fuck it, you're burning" he cursed under his breath, he let go of my wrist, placing his both hands on my cheeks, cupping my face. "You got sick, lay down and wait here" he slowly pushed me towards his bed, I hesitated before letting myself lay on the mattress, he threw the covers over me. The covers still feeling warm, cuz he was sleeping there not too long ago.

It felt soft and smelled after him. It's not the first time for me to be in his bed, but this time I was under the covers. His scent covering me.
He left the room, leaving the door open. I let sneezed, my lungs, and throat aching because of it. I was shaking under the covers, even if my skin was burning.

I closed my eyes, not being able to hold them open. I wasn't asleep, but I wasn't awake either. It was something in between, and it felt weird. I heard the door close again, and a presence in the room. I knew it was Jeno, so I didn't open my eyes. "Here, take the medicine" he patted my arm, I opened my eyes. I sat up, taking the pill from him, and drinking water right after. My throat felt better afterward, and my lips weren't that dry anymore. I let my body fall down, pulling the covers over me, trying to warm myself "you cold?" He asked me. I just hummed in response. I heard him walk around the room, opening some drawers "here, put the sweater on" I again, opened my eyes. Seeing the red 'off' sweater in front of me. I took it from him, trying to pull it over my head, but my body ached so much, that I gave up cuz I wasn't in the mood to move "Let me help you" is it me, or is Jeno being extremely nice to me. But I let him, help me wear the sweater. "Sleep now" but if I'm in his bed where is he going to sleep. I looked at him ", what about you" I asked him "I have to do something, and then I will come back here" I nodded my head. He was going to sleep in the same bed as me.....but I didn't care. I'm not allowed to see Jeno as something more then I see the other boys. We could die tomorrow, next week or next month, and getting attached to someone in the mafia isn't good

But little did she know, it was already too late for both of them.....and Jeno knew that