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I HOPE YOU LIKE THIS ONE I WORKED HARD ON MAKING IT DETAILED 🥰
February 13, 2020
Another year where id spend Valentine's Day completely alone. I had a person in mind who I've been longing to spend just even one Valentine's Day with for the past 5 years and his name was Hwan Renjun.
Hes been my friend for year and I've had feelings for him for 5 of the 10 years I knew him but he's an idol he'd never fall for a simple normal girl like me when he could be with another idol.
Haechan Jeno and Jaemin constantly told me that Renjun did feel the same but I didn't believe them. Not because o didn't trust them but because it was too good to be true.
I hummed to myself as I made my way to their dorm. Valentine's Day was tomorrow and it would be a miracle if he asked me to be his valentine. Yeah I could ask myself but I didn't wanna risk rejection. It could ruin our friendship and that was the last thing I wanted.
I let out a deep sigh before knocking on their dorm door. A few seconds later a energetic Haechan opened the door.
"Heyyyyy! Come insideee." He said enthusiastically.
"Hey." I greeted him with a smile and a hug. He closed the door behind me and smirked evilly. Ah shit here we go again.
"You look shorter than usual. What did I say about coffee it stunts your growth." He teased.
"Why must you tease me when I just arrived?" I asked making him laugh.
"You're my other half I have to. So have you found a valentine?"
I scoffed. "No you know who I want but I can't and I refuse to settle for less."
"Look at you so confident good job." He encouraged.
I laughed sarcastically. "Me? Confident? If I was I'd just go up to him and tell him right now hey I like you be my valentine. But I can't do that because I'm not confident I'm so shy around him and like-
"You're ranting...again." He playfully rolled his eyes at me.
I really wish I could be confident and just tell Renjun the truth but there was too much at stake here. My friendship for example, if I told him and he didn't feel the same way things would be awkward, he could start avoiding me, we could completely just stop being friends because I told him something that would've been better kept a secret.
