AN: HEY GUYS SO ITS KINDA DIFFICULT TO KEEP TRACK OF REQUESTS SO PLEASE REQUEST EITHER ON MESSAGES OR ON MY CONVERSATION BOARD OR WHATEVER ITS CALLED THANK YOUUUU 💜
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
What's worse than losing a boyfriend or girlfriend? Losing your best friend. Them forgetting about your existence the second they get too much popularity and fame as if the years of friendship and memories you two shared meant nothing.
I dreaded going to his fansign but at the same time I had a fantasy that he'd look at me and recognize me and feel guilty for never returning my calls.
"Kindsey! Come on we're almost up!" My friend Yara squealed.
"Yay." I said half heartedly, was I excited to be here? A part of me maybe but the majority of myself didn't want to be here I didn't want to face the embarrassment that I'd feel on the inside if he treated me like just some fan or worse didn't recognize me at all.
You see Hendery and I used to be best friends since we were in diapers but all that changed when he left to become an idol. How I wished I told him my feelings before he left then maybe he'd remember to call and maybe he'd even tell me that he had the same feelings for me that I had for him.
My crush on Hendery even after all this time never once faltered. Not even for a second. Even when I went on dates with other guys I always had Hendery circling my mind. I mean who can forget a name like that?
The answer is, no one you can't forget him. Your mind wouldn't allow you to do so.
My friend yara has been a fan of WayV since they debuted in January last year and now she had the opportunity to go to their fansign and I happened to be fortunate enough to be forced into going with her. Yara isn't aware about Henderys and my history or the friendship we shared.
I didn't know if there was even a point in telling her. My mom wanted me to go to 'make things right' but shouldn't he be the one to be making the effort in making things right? I know for a fact that he knows that what he did to our friendship was messed up and wrong.
Although I am angry with him I just can't bring myself to stop liking him and I'm scared, scared that once I see him and he sees me all these feeling I have for him will only burn more aggressively. He has so many fangirls even if I told him about my feelings the competition I would have is too much to compete with. He could have anyone he wants in this line so why would he choose me?
I'm not special to him he's showed me that by ghosting me.
"We're next!" Yara squealed and took a deep breath.
"Chill Yara." I chuckled.
"Aren't you so excited to see them? Oh god WinWin looks so much more handsome from here." She sighed as she stared at WinWin in awe. "Who's your bias? You never told me."
