I just want someone that I can call home. Someone who will listen. Always. But not anyone, I want a family. A real, healthy, stable family. I want it so much. I feel like I am so damn needy and I can get clingy at times because I pour my whole heart into people if I love them. I feel like I can't talk to the person that I once told everything to. I don't even know how to describe it. It's like the person you love the most is actually still alive but because they are changing so drastically and fast, it feels like they are slowly dying in front of your eyes. Not their body, but that person you used to know.
