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Original request by colagate-Lotion
Part two request by thatonenerd06___________
I still wonder what would happen if Beck agreed with Joe and he let her out of the cage. Would they have a """good""" relationship or something? Would Beck understand what Joe really did to her at some point? Ugh, someone please go watch YOU so I can have who to talk about it with uwu
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___________Perfect. I can't find another word to describe it, really. It's about the second time I'm out of the cage in a while; it's awesome and... weird. I spend so much time in there that now being out of it makes me uncomfortable, but just until Gerard helps me to get on his bed and we cuddle. Even after this time I finally could hug him, it wasn't many the opportunities I got of hugging him or touching at all. I do ask for it, but most of the times he says he's not taken a shower or some other reason and the food is already there before I can notice. I understand it. I've taken his bathroom anyways and he's got things to do.
So, some of my current favorite moments are ones like this. Inhaling deeply, I tighten my arms around him and press a kiss to the side of his face, returning to my previous position so I'm able to take a good look at him. Just one of his strands of hair fall over his face, millimeters away from his beautiful eyes that attentively observe the TV's screen, now long neglected by me. How events like this are rare, I try to enjoy it the most - humming lightly, I melt more against him.
"What's up, sugar?" He asks softly, looking at me by the corner of his eye; the smirk that curls his lips lightly makes me blush. Chuckling at my reaction, Gerard adjusts his position so he's facing me then presses his lips to mine, making my heart beat faster as I return the kiss, moving my hand to let my fingers tangle with his hair. My mind starts working a thousand times faster since I don't know on what to focus - the way his arms involve me, how his lips feel against mine or how he feels under my touch. After we pull away, our attention is kept by each other's eyes, until I'm pulled back to reality when he moves closer again, connecting our lips in another kiss, a short one, before his start pressing small ones until his mouth is next to my ear. "What'd you think about going outside again, sugar?" Gerard says quietly between soft kisses that trail down to my neck. His voice holds some expectancy and adore simultaneously.
"O-Outside?" I stutter while thinking about it. Well, I kind of miss everything outside even if I love here quite a lot. "Uh, there are a lot of places I want to go with you..." Images of Gerard and I going to places like coffees and parks fill my mind and I can't help but to feel excited about it. "Sounds awesome, really." I conclude finally, earning a pleased hum in response from him as he still has his lips pressed against my face, even if he's not leaving kisses there anymore. Wait, but am I going outside? I'm anxious to talk with other people, the kind of good and bad anxiety at the same time. "Wh-Why?" I ask hesitantly, fearing I'll say something wrong and I won't be able to go outside anymore.
"Okay, sugar." Gerard says sitting up, pulling on my hands as a sign to me to do the same; the sweetness that frequently soften his features now have are taken by a serious air, one that still doesn't cover the former ones completely, but are enough to change the atmosphere and tell me I need to be attentive to what he's going to say. "Things are gonna happen like this," He pulls the strand of hair, the one that earlier fell over his forehead and now over his eyes, to behind his ear, taking a moment to run his tongue between his lips. "The others won't understand what I did to you, okay? They'll think I'm crazy for trying to show you how much I really love you because, how I said, they don't know how to love you. Do you understand?" Seeing his eyebrows raising questioningly, I immediately nod, to what he smiles. "So you can't tell them, under any circumstance, that you were here. They think you are at your parent's house now, solving something. You don't need to create an excuse, just say it's personal, okay?" The whole time, his eyes don't break contact with mine, just widening and narrowing according to the rhythm each word is pronounced in.
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"(Y/n)!" Ray exclaims as soon as he sees me, enveloping me in a tight hug in which he even lifts me from the ground slightly. Being hugged by someone else than Gerard in a while and also hugged again by him after all that time gives me a strange feeling that's something between uncomfortable and happy, but I decide to give attention to the latter, melting in his arms. Gerard is here if I need him. "It's been a long time!" He says with a grin once pulling away, giving me the opportunity of stepping back - in a way I make sure to not seem rude. "And how's your family? Everything okay? You left all out of sudden." His eyebrows furrow in a worried manner, eased by the pressed lips smile he shoots me.
"U-Uh, well..." Even if looking away, I try my best to make my smile look real because I'm really happy to see him again and, at the same time, my mind works in remembering about everything Gerard and I discussed days ago. "It's kind of a difficult matter, kind of personal, I'm sorry..." To sign him I don't want to talk about this subject, I make sure of sounding more cheerful when meeting his eyes again. "But I'm glad to be back. Sorry for not talking with y'all as soon as I arrived. I wasn't feeling so well. Thankfully Gerard was there." I glance at Gerard as holding his hand again, stepping closer to him. He returns the look, giving my hand a light squeeze.
Ray and Frank are surprised at the interaction, but their expressions don't take long before gaining a certain happiness - it's predictable they'd be happy for us. Finally our problems are completely solved. All of it ends up being better for all of us since, now, Gerard and I are happy and Frank doesn't need to worry about any of us both, same to Ray.
"Can we go somewhere? A cafe, maybe, I don't know." I ask hopefully, wanting to hang out with them after so long. "Maybe to update me about what happened while I was out?" My lips part in a expectant grin as I watch them, who agree in the same instant.
"You still have a lot to tell us, okay?" Frank winks as elbowing me playfully once we start walking. "You need to update us on how things happened between Gerdo and you." His eyebrows raise for a second and his features soften while I chuckle, nodding. Another conversation is engaged between us and... it's just good to be back. Even if the sunlight hurts my eyes or I can't walk or stand for long before my legs start to hurt, but Gerard is always there. Always worried and caring, doing whatever he's able to help me. And I love him for so.
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