Chapter 57

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There will be self-depreciating thoughts, internal monologues in this chapter.

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I love you.

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Why?

Why me?

I did not want to cry anymore.

The thought only made me cry harder.

I woke up covered in his essence; nude, aching, tired and filthy.

My cum-covered body was the cleanliest. My ripped clothes were the least tattered.

My mind, my soul, my heart; they were dirtier. My muscles, my lips, my body; they were smashed.

What was the word?

Tainted.

I was tainted.

I was tainted by him.

I was tainted by love.

I winced when I stood up. I staggered. The room spun for a few seconds and I leaned on the headboard.

Tears!

The tears were wetting the dried cum on my face.

He did that to me.

That fucking bastard.

He made me feel again. He touched me again. He squeezed my heart again.

A man who was going to be a father.

I could hear my own broken sobs.

I loved him. He...he used me.

He wanted my body. He could have it.

Why did he take my heart too?

He was going to be a daddy. He made his wife pregnant then he came for me and fucked me.

Not once, not twice, several several times...

He did not slip like me. He fucked because he wanted to.

And he got me where he wanted. I was nothing but a slut... a whore...

HE TOUCHED ME!!!

Anger came rushing to me like a tsunami.

I threw the bed side lamp to the reflection of myself on the mirror.

I ripped the bed sheet off.

I could not stop.

I swiped the T.V of its stand and kicked the table.

I was nothing but a whore.

I saw the beautiful chocolate cake Robert had ordered for me because it was my favourite.

Various gifts, bouquets, souvenirs from his visit.

No, not a whore.

Whores had more self-respect than I did. They only claimed their wages only after they served.

I was given my price before the fucking.

'There is no one in my whole life as valuable as you, my Angel.'

ALL LIES!!!

Fucking lies!!!

I destroyed each one of them with passion.

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