Love more (urban)

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Kimayah
I woke up with a really bad headache. I could just about open my eyes. I don't even think I remember what happened last night. I had another sexual dream about Kieran though. I think I need space from him because he's what's been on mind for the longest and it's starting to annoy me.

I took a selfie of myself and individually sent it to Tiana and ayesha. We both send eachother selfies and random shit throughout the day and I looked a little cyute so why not? Tiana replied with "😍😍Wya girl" and ayesha replayed my snap and didn't respond. I didn't take it to heart because she's probably just busy. I was still sleepy so I wanted to get more rest.

I shut my eyes as a bright light shun through the window. The curtains were being opened and I hated the light, it contributed to my dumbass headaches.

"Go away" I mumbled

"Morning sleepy" he said as he flashed me a smile

He had bags of McDonald's in his hand and a cup holder full of drinks.

"Here take this and there's paracetamol on the side" Kieran said with a husky voice

He sounded like he didn't even brush his teeth loool, is that even a thing?

"Thank youuuu" I happily took the bags full of McDonald's breakfast and scoffed it down, not giving a fuck about the mess I was making in this bed. I don't usually eat in bed but oh well.

I felt a wetness in between my legs 😳 praying that it wasn't my period. That would be EMBARRASSING. I got up to check and realised I was NAKED. Huh?

"Kierannnnnnn?!!!" I screamed although he was on like 10cm away from me

"What happened last night? We didn't fuck did we?" I questioned

That would be the only explanation as to why I'd be feeling wet and naked 🤢

"We went to a restaurant. We came back here. I don't remember you even taking any alcohol but you were mad drunk. You smelt like Hennessy and strawberries. You wanted to fuck me. Man didn't wanna take advantage so I fingered you el o el. Then you fell asleep and I rassed a zoot and fell asleep" he explained

I openly said I wanted to fuck him? WOW. What has gotten into me. I've come to the conclusion that me and drinking don't mix well.

Hmmm, it's slowly coming back to me the more we sat in silence. He left the part out when he asked me to be his girlfriend?? I'm not triggered by it though, it was too soon anyways but maybe he was second guessing it? Or he feels awkward? I dunno. I felt the need to question him..

"What so, what was the whole meaning of us being here? Not in a rude way?" I questioned

Silence.

Silence.

"Fuckinnnn, what? I can't treat my favourite sis for a meal and a nice spa day? Go get ready, we're going to the spa downstairs" he said and answered his phone which was ringing.

He walked into the closet as I got up and ran to the bathroom, it was cold and I was naked so 🤷‍♀️

I was slightly hurt that he called me his "sis" that's famleeee zoning me? I dunno if I expected us to be more than Friends. I don't know if I had feelings for him or I just wanted to feel loved? Because I've never ever felt loved by a Male before. I'm completely dismissing the fact that my whole brother gave me a speech on males and I nearly popped the good pussy for a nigga who's now "family-zoning" me. Am I overthinking it?