Love more (urban)

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Kimayah Carter 💋
I sat around my desk finishing off putting on my eyelashes. I was more than happy to go home. I needed a reallll long break from This shit. I'm even considering not coming back for New Years, what did I really need to be here for? Unless Tiana has something for us to do, then I wouldn't hesitate to party up my sides I'll be real. I don't want to see Coventry for as long as possible.

iMessage
+4407939467290 - I'm tryna see you. Stop ignoring me. Grow the fuck up. 🤨

Ayesha - I'll be ready soon, let me know what time I should come to you.

Kieran🙄💛 - I'm coming your bit for dinner next week. You think you can live near me and I can't see you? You're buggin

Malachi. - yh it's cool innit.

I looked at my messages and sighed. Did this nigga really message me off of another number? Why would you come and trouble me.. it's never by force.. but I didn't have to reply, but I did.. I had a soft spot for him. Did I have feelings for him or was I feeding off the fact that he took my virginity? Maybe both 🤷‍♀️ the way he treats me isn't right though, hence why I'm holding back on seeing him, but one last time won't hurt though..

iMessage
+4407939467290 - I'm tryna see you. Stop ignoring me. Grow the fuck up. 🤨

Me - where..

+4407939467290 - stop acting dumb. My office. Be there in an hour. I hate lateness 🙄

Me - okay.

I couldn't help myself loool... so none of you get onto me please 😔 he speaks to me like I'm nothing most of the time but when I'm around him, he comes with a whole different type of energy and i like it. I'm starting to fall for my 25 year old teacher guys.. this is so wrong but it feels so right. I'm having mixed feelings about this situation and I really don't know where I'm gonna go from here.

I didn't want anyone to see me leaving my room because honestly, I didn't want convo with anyone in this university.. I didn't want to see ayesha as I know she'd question where I'm going.

I quickly put on an all black trackie and left my room. Luckily no one was about, I'm guessing everyone's left early to go back for wherever they were going for Xmas.

That's when I actually deeped it... Christmas is actually a few days away and I didn't even buy ANYONE presents. I made a mental note to stop off in Westfield's before I get home and buy everyone gifts. I wasn't really feeling Christmas this year, usually I'm all in the Christmas spirit but for some reason I wasn't on it this year. Hopefully my family still gets me presents becauseeee boi.

I made my way to the secluded area of the campus and that was in fact kamari's office. Before I could get the chance to knock on the door, I received a notification on my phone.

iMessage
+4407939467290 - take your time, why don't you..

I rolled my eyes and knocked on the door.. for someone who was basically rushing me to get here was taking awfully long to answer the door. I knocked for a second time and that's when he decided to answer

He smirked as he saw me and didn't hesitate to start kissing up on me. I won't lie and say I didn't like it but give me a break..

"I just got here kamari. Can you calm down" I said whilst pulling away from his grasp

"I'm getting straight to it carter. If this ain't what you want then you don't HAVE to be here" he said in a patronising tone of voice