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Kimayah carter 💋
"Oh. I wasn't expecting you to be here" I rolled my eyes as I greeted ayesha at my door.

It was clear that I didn't want to be friends with her anymore but she still continued to come back to me. I ignore her calls and everything but she doesn't get it. It may all see random for me to not want to chat to her no more but she's giving me the off vibe and I'm not really here for it.

"Hey to you to babe" she faintly smiled as she walked past me and sat around my desk

"Listen, I'm not being funny or anything but I'm not really trying to be as close with-" she cut me off by crying

Huh? Did she come here just to cry to me looool. I didn't even want to be moving salty towards her as I had no genuine reason but you know when you have a bad feeling about someone. The shit she's been doing lately has been bugging me but that's not a reason to cut people off right? I don't want to be one of them toxic friends.. I should just tell her where she's gone wrong and if she's willing to fix up in order to spare our friendship then that's on her..

"Erm.. what's wrong?" I questioned

"Kimayah, I know I've been acting funny lately. It's just.. I've been going through a lot of shit. I've got so much on my plate right now and I can't cope" she cried

If I was taking advice from Tiana, I would've been a cold hearted bitch and said "OK and Told her to go. But no.. me being the nice person that I am, decided to comfort her lol.

"Aww why?" I asked her. I'm not saying I didn't care but this is all random and I don't know what type of Games she's playing. She's never one to really cry to me or ask me for advice so she must be really upset right?

It's either that or she wants to ask me something but she can't be upfront about it.

"I've been kicked out of my house and I have nowhere to stay over the Christmas and it's just really stressing me out ki. I'm just depressed and I know you suffer with mental issues and you get them random outbursts and panic attacks.. so I thought you'd be the best one to confide in" she sobbed

Not being funny or anything.. I've never told her personally that I suffer with mental health issues so for her to assume that has really angered me. I know it's true but how insensitive can you be?

"Look. Where is this going because I've got to go somewhere" I lied

"Sorry if that came across rude. I'm just not myself" she cried more

"Not being rude or anything but what's your reason for being here?" I asked with a now irritated tone

"I am sorry. It's just I'm pregnant" she blurted

My jaw literally hung lower than lowwwwwww 🤨🤨 I was not expecting that. But me being the kind person I am, I decided that I had to comfort her

"Congratulations? What are your plans then. This is good news right? I mean babies are blessing I suppose" I was so shit at giving advice

You know when you're not really feeling a person LIKE THAT.. so giving advice can come across heals hearted, purely because you're not really feeeling the person.. but I didn't want to be rude and I know that if I was in that position, she'd be there for me..

I felt slightly bad as my intentions were to cut her off altogether but I know she's going to need some friends for support and I may aswell follow her on this journey right?

" I meannn, it's good news but I'm not really happy. I have nowhere to stay for Christmas. My parents have disowned me.  I'm just so upset kimayah. I don't know how I'm going to do this all on my own. I'm going to be ALONE on Christmas " she cried into my shoulder

I didn't know what to do loool. I just patted her back. Hopefully that would make her feel better, right? She started to cry even more.

"What am I gonna do kimayah. I'm so stupid" she cried

"I mean. You can spend Christmas with me and my family? Would that make you feel better? I know that this isn't going to necessarily change or help your situation but we can discuss a few things at mine. My mum could speak to your mum or whatever. Would that be calm" I smiled

"Awww babe, that was such a kind gesture. I'd like that. When are you going? Tomorrow" she asked but her tone of voice changed completely.. I just brushed it off

"Yeah tomorrow" I smiled

"Aww you're a star. Your family wouldn't mind would they? I mean if it's too much to ask for, you don't have to" she pouted

"Nah I'll pattern it. Just go home and get your stuff and I'll speak to you tomorrow" I said and she jumped up super fast and rushed out the door

Now that was the detention of weird.

I continued to pack up my bags and I decided to take a well deserved nap.. I really needed if

A/N this was a very short unedited filler chapter but I do hope that you all enjoyed. I'm experiencing some crazy writers block which explains the delay but yh

More updates to come x