Love more (urban)

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Kimayah Carter 💋
I looked at myself in the mirror with a blank facial expression. I felt no emotion whatsoever. I was so unbothered by life at this point in time and it was honestly shocking.

I feel so alone. It's crazy.

I switched off the lights in my hotel room and slipped under the covers. I felt safe here. Sleeping is my peace. Although it was the 31st of December and it was around 6pm in the evening, I was still prepared to sleep all of my problems away and I didn't even care about waking up.

Not even a minute later I heard my phone ring. I sighed and rolled my eyes, it could be one of 2 people, Tiana or one of them accident helpline people that randomly call you. I attempted to sleep through it, but whoever was on the other end let the phone ring out. I let out a deep sigh in relief, knowing that the person stopped calling me. Just to be greeted by the sound of my ringtone once more, but this time, it seemed even louder.

I stretched over the bedside table and let it sit next to me. I closed my eyes and I mumbled my profanities before saying "speak" to the person who was on the other end.

"Get the fuck up kimayah!! We're partying today. Fix your mood before I come and dash water on you" Tiana screamed down my phone

Although I wasn't feeling this party and I wasn't in the mood to even speak to anyone, I couldn't help but smile to myself. Tiana is really a good friend to me, it's crazy.

"Ok" I replied blankly

My attitude was so uncalled for and very unintentional but it is what it is.

"Come in the camera real quick" she shouted

"Tiana, all this unnecessary noise is doing my head in mate" I grumbled as I picked up my phone and put the camera to my face. I didn't smile or anything, I just looked at her.

"Fix your face. I don't need no sour face gyal around me right now" she joked

"That means I should stay where I'm deh and bake off right?" I suggested

"Bitchhhh is you dumb?" She questioned

I assumed it was a rhetorical question but I still decided to answer by shaking my head.

"Broooo, we've spoke about this. If you really don't wanna gooooo then I guess I'll just go by myself. I mean I was slyly excited for us to have some fun. I wanted to spend my New Year's Eve and New Years with you but I know you don't feel the same way. So I'm just gonna go and leave and never come-" I cut her off before she even got to say anything more

"I'm coming just shut up please" I pleaded with her

I know she was purposely being dramatic just so I could agree to come, once again. But I couldn't bare hearing her whine about it any longer.

"Yasssss bitchhhhhh" she squealed.

"Let me at least nap for an hour or so though" I pouted knowing she wouldn't like that

"Whatever. Just make sure you're up by 8. If I call you and you don't answer.. I'm pulling up to your hotel and I'll personally drag you out if I have to" she smiled

I screwed her and she blew me a kiss face and ended the call.

To be fair, maybe a party isn't a bad idea after all. I just need to get in the party mood before I project my dead energy onto other people. Hopefully this nap will liven me up a bit.

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Kieran masons 🌪
"What you telling me bro" I spudded my bro tiny and biggz as I sat down in egi's waiting for my food