Love more (urban)

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Ayesha's point of view
I sat in the corner of my bed billing a spliff. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't a regular smoker, that's what makes these boys find me less attractive. But do I care? Nope. Smoking takes away the stress.

I was just finish off grinding the crow in my sparkly pink rimmed grinder (yes I'm extra) when I received a notification on snapchat from kimayah.

KimmyLondon

I mean she looked 😍😍 but I didn't bother message her that before she gets too excited. I mean, pretty girls like her must hear compliments all the time, my little compliment might get to her head.. I sound a tad bit jealous, but I'm not. I'm pretty too. If anything, we're both really pretty girls but I do admire the way she looks. I think it's her eye colour that stands out for me. I replayed the snap and ignored it because once again, it's not necessary for me to be handing out compliments 24/7.

I went to Soundcloud and started playing a lit mix that i downloaded, it had a mixture of uk drill and American drill, along with some love songs. I plugged my phone into my speaker and threw it to the side.

I continued to finish off billin' my spliff and after a few minuets, my masterpiece was finished. It takes a lot of skill and patience to create the perfect spliff.. it's taken me a lot of attempts to be this good and now I wish I never even learnt. Before I learnt how to bill, I was smoking socially at motives.. now I smoke from the comfort of my own home, nearly everyday.

Most males find girls smoking very unattractive but I could careless because it eases the pain. I've lived a fucked up life and this is my coping mechanism. It eases the pain temporarily and it puts me to sleep, so I couldn't really give a toss about anyone elses opinions.. well I do but I don't.

I went into my drawer and pulled out a fuzzy sock and put it over the smoke detector. I then turned on ice cold water from the shower and let it run.. full blast. I took some towels and pillows and put them right by my door so the smell wouldn't travel. Knowing the neeks in my apartment, they'll probably tell security and I'd get in big trouble, so I had to take extra precaution. I wasn't one to smoke outside either, it's freezing cold and I don't want to be fried and cold at the same time. It's nice to smoke indoors anyways.

After I was satisfied, I sparked up my spliff and sat on my chair and took a few puffs. Almost instantly I felt myself become more comfortable. I sat on my desk chair and stared into space for what felt like forever. I was so frieddddddd but I felt so calm at the same time. My eyes started to shut as the calming sounds of my playlist played in the background.

I grabbed a bag of crisps from my snack draw, which sat right beside me and started to munch on them. When I'm fried, I like to eat a lot and the food tastes 10 times better. The munchies didn't kick in straight away but since I didn't eat today, I felt even more hungry.

I really wanted something eat, but I knew that I wouldn't be able to move from where I was. The furthest distance I could walk, would be to my bed and that's 10cm's away from my original spot.

I climbed into my bed and grabbed my phone off of the charger. I decided to hit up, who I'd know would pull through.. I'd probably get dick aswell as food which is clearly a bonus. High/drunk sex is the best sex.

Me -
come over please And bring McDonald's x

💓😐-
Mans busy. I'm not no send out either. Shout man later tho.

I had to think of something that'd get his attention because I'm reallllly hungry and horny.. i know he's probably with someone else right now but I don't care.

Me -
But It's reallllllly important, I'm 🤰
Read @12:32pm

He didn't bother respond. Only lord knows why I'd lie. I'm so fuckin fried, I shouldn't of done such thing.. But that's the only way he'd come and that didn't even work either. We've only had sex once and it was with a jimmy, soooo if he believed that, he'd be very silly. I rolled my eyes and turned over and attempted to get some sleep.. this will be easy.

2 hours later.
I got woken up by a loud knock on my door. I rolled my eyes, knowing it could only be one person. I would've appreciated if he came slight earlier but it's whatever. I carefully removed the pillows and towels from the door so I could open it. Making sure to put it back as I was deffo gonna smoke again, I wasn't content with my highness.. it was wearing away.

Anyways..He walked straight past me and sat on my desk chair with the bag of McDonald's. He handed it to me and without hesitation I grabbed the bag and started to munch on whatever he Got me.

"So fuckinnnn, is man gonna be a dad or what?" He asked In a calm tone

I was so embarrassed because I lied.. i had to now lie, to cover the lie that I had initially told.. this is why you don't lie to begin with. This was just so embarrassing.

"False alarm" I mumbled and continued to eat my burger

"What, so you lied to man? I had shit to do and I rushed to you, thinking it was important. You girls are tappppedddd" he cut his eyes

"I didn't lie, it was just a false alarm innit" I rolled my eyes and took out my grinder once again.

I felt like smoking so I rolled another spliff and began to smoke it.

"Want some?" I asked him

He took it and basically smoked it all. I mumbled profanities to myself as I was angry that he smoked most of my spliff but I shook it off.

The highness began to kick in and I started looking at him with lust. I could tell he was also fried so I decided to seduce him with my eyes. We were gonna end up fuckin' eventually sooo why not start it now..

I gestured for him to come into my bed and he done just that. He stripped me down to my bare skin and I done the exact same to him.

After what felt like hours of endless sex, he finally decided it was time to go..

"Before you leave. What are we?" I asked him

Dunno why I asked.. I didn't care too much but I wanted to know.

"Friends with benefits" he shrugged

I nodded in agreement because I really wasn't too fussed.

"Man will shout you another day though. Ina bit" he smirked

"Bye kieran"