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25 | One Day

"One Day"

I'm always marveling
if there would be a day in my life
that I'd finally forget you
and be free from this anguish.

I'm still hoping
that one day,
I'll no longer crave
for your messages.

That one day,
your name won't even
make my heartbeats
go on a roller coaster ride.

One day, I will no longer weep
for the unseen messages
even after I see you active a minute ago
and my messages were sent hours ago.

One day, my heart will no longer ache
because of the short replies
you are giving me
after reading the countless sentences I've sent.

One day, I'll no longer stare at the green dot
beside your name
and frown as I wait
for you to hit me up.

One day,
I'll no longer be jealous
of those girls who you gave your attentions to
because you don't interest me anymore.

One day,
your name popping on my screen
will no longer excite me
because finally, I'm really over you.

One day I'll no longer want you,
love you,
need you,
and hope for you.

One day, I'll be finally able to
set you and these feelings free
because I already accepted the fact that
you and I will never be.

I'll be over you, tooー
ーmaybe one day, or the next day,
if not then maybe someday;
I'm just not sure if it will be in this lifetime or the next.

ーl.b.