My young life

chapter 5

Nothing good came up from getting involved with someone who was still involved with their Marley Ashley. I learnt that well. But for whatever the reason I still could not keep myself away from Trevor in as much as I barely tried to. He just had a way with words that made me want to stay in the danger zone. When the two week semester break for Christmas came, I could finally catch a break from all the emotional swirls I had been undergoing as I travelled home to be with my family and even took a social media break where the only electronic I dealt with was the television. That however did not help with my thoughts. It was like the voices were not finding an amicable solution. The days passed and I still could not solve how I could stay away from Trevor emotionally and physically as well.
After a week of avoiding my phone solely because of Trevor, I decided to return to the internet. There was no way to erase the feelings except by facing them. I found a couple of missed calls from him and before I could call back, he called. I cleared my throat nervously and answered.
"Hi" it came out as a whisper despite clearing my throat.
"I finally got a hold of you!" he exclaimed in relief. "Where have you been? Did you fight with your phone?" he chuckled. Oh how I loved that sound. I couldn't help but smile.
"Something like that." I was too tired to conjure an explanation.
"I've missed you" I could feel my face getting hot.
"Do you miss me or Ashley more?" I blurted.
"Kaymee" he said my name like a persuasion. And suddenly my mouth took over my body.
"Trevor, I am having second thoughts about this because I cannot do this to Ashley as a fellow girl....it is just not right."
"Kaymee...we already talked about this, I thought we..." I cut him off.
"No...I was not thinking at that time. I have had time to think and that is my decision. Have a good night." I ended the call with a heavy heart.
He called again and again but I did not pick the call. I wanted to stick to myself and not shatter a relationship but no one could have told me how hard that was going to be. In my head I was right to have ended things before they escalated to a whole other new level. I decided to direct the love to my pets before my time at home was up.
I went back to Riverview ready to go on with my life but fate had other things in store for me as I later found out. It was still early January and the classes were not yet fully resumed...there was even news of a looming lecturers strike. I spent most of my free time then watching a lot of anime in the privacy of my room to avoid meeting with people...especially Trevor. It was suddenly then that Wayne Collins decided to reach out to me. It was so surprising how he had an effect on me even though I could only hear his voice it made chills run down my spine.
"Hello Kaymee" I could tell it was Wayne's voice even though I had not recognized the number. The voice was deeper though and much sexier.
"Wayne! Is that you? Tell me it's you?" I could only exclaim.
"Yeah...it's been a long time I thought you would have forgotten me." I laughed at his comment...how could I forget him? I knew and noticed almost every little thing about him.
"We lost touch for a few little years but I am glad to hear from you again. How have you been?" I could only wish to see him.
"I happened to hear that you are at the Riverview Campus?" he suggested.
"Yes...and where can anyone find you?" I asked
"Also in Riverview but at the Northridge campus." That was like 30 minutes away by foot.
"I had no idea you so close by let us meet and catch up." I suggested.
"That would be great ...when...? He asked
"You tell me...I have all the time." He chuckled.
"Alright... how about tonight at the KFC on North street?" that seemed fair.
"Alright...see you at 7:30"
"Great" he ended the call and I immediately got up to prepare myself. I had not left my room in days. That must be unhealthy. Somehow. I thought as I left to go shower.
It was hard to pick an outfit that did not suggest anything but I settled on a pair of jeans and sweatshirt and sneakers and some light make up just simply. I then called an uber at seven and it took fifteen minutes to get to the agreed meeting place. Wayne was already there...even looking more handsome with a few years on me. He smiled and got up upon my arrival and hugged me. He had really transformed since primary school.
We ordered our food and ate while chatting. We talked about how school had been where everyone was and how we were doing. I found out how he was pursuing Electrical engineering I told him about my passion in physics...we talked till we were done eating and I had to leave.
Wayne offered to walk me back to my hostel despite me protesting that I could take a cab. We talked some more on the way back until we reached the bridge that leads to my hostel.
"It was nice meeting you today" I hoped no one else could hear the sound my heart was making.
"yeah. the pleasure is all mine Kaymee." He stretched his hand to shake mine.i shook it and he kept holding it slowly making circles on the back of my hand whilst looking at me. It was like that scene from a movie where the characters are supposed to kiss. I felt nervous and pulled my hand away.
'"I should go." I said nervously.
"Alright then goodbye. "He hugged me. I could feel his breath shallow as I put my arms around his neck and inhaled is lovely scent. I leaned away with my arms still around his neck and then he leaned in to kiss me. I felt very flustered as I said a quick goodbye and fled up the stairs of the bridge to my hostel with an image of a smiling Wayne embedded in my mind.
I lay in my bed that night replaying the scenes over and over again until I fell asleep. Wayne finally had seen me and had an interest in me and after I had taken the time to get over him. Why was this coming up now? Sometimes I wondered if fate hated me. As it turned out I had no time to wonder about Wayne as a few days later I bumped into Trevor at the campus.
I had gone to try and use the campus library Wi-Fi to download some anime. It was getting late when I decided to head back to my room and I bumped into him at the gate.
"Kaymee! You have been avoiding me. Come let us talk." He held my hand and led me to an empty classroom.
"You know you should give me a chance to respond or this counts as a kidnapping." I said as he led me in and locked the door and propped a chair against it.
"Is this a state secret we are about to discuss? Are there also body guards outside?" I commented sarcastically whilst placing my laptop on a desk.
I suddenly felt his arms wrap around my waist as he turned me around.
"This is just to prevent you from running since you've been so hard to find. "He said pulling me closer to him and I could feel his hard on throbbing. I hated the effect he had on me.
"Trevor I already told you. I cannot ruin what you have with Ashley. I am not that kind of girl. And I am also not the kind of girl who will ..." he stopped me with a kiss. In as much as I enjoyed it, I pushed him away.
"I do not want to get hurt. I love you or rather I am falling for you. And it shall be messy if get involved with you." I had not meant to reveal that. I looked away from him. He cupped my face and kissed me while pulling me into his body even more.
"Isn't that enough to make you want to be with me? "He asked. It was, but I knew I was going to get hurt. Why did the object of my first love have to be him? And why did he even want me? And why did I want him so much?
"Trevor..."he shushed me.
"Then let us not place labels on anything. Let us just do whatever the hell we want. Is that okay?" it sounded okay enough. Whatever the hell we want and at the moment I wanted to kiss him and I did that. It was his luck that he always found me in skirts. His hand wandered underneath my skirt and he was happy to find no obstruction.
"Don't look at me like that. I just popped into school for a few minutes. "He chuckled and bent to pick me up and sat me on a nearby desk and gently parted my desk and went down to sensate my clitoris with tiny strokes from his tongue while slowly fingering me. It felt so good and in as much as I wanted to enjoy it longer my orgasm couldn't wait and he pulled away to kiss me as I screamed in pleasure to muffle my moans. I could taste my saltiness on his lips as he kissed me. I wrapped my legs around him and he lifted me and pinned me against the wall he turned me around slowly and made me lean a little then placed his hard penis at my entrance and slowly penetrated me while tightly holding my waist. He released a quiet sound under his breath and lay against my back and kissed the crook of my neck. We stayed like that for a minute letting my walls adjust to him before he pulled back and eased into me again hitting me right on the g spot and I came again my knees trembling whispering his name.
"Well that is not fair." He said stroking my hair. He pulled out and eased into me again. Then pulled out and turned me around he cupped my butt and lifted me as I wrapped my legs around his waist and eased into me while kissing me. I moaned and buried my head in the crook of his neck digging my fingers into his back. He pounded into me harder and harder until I lost count and he came into me I could feel his warm jukes flood my vagina and I could only hope that I was not going to get pregnant.
He sighed and let me down... my knees were shaky and I slid right down to the floor my legs apart. He zipped up and picked me from the floor and sat on a stair holding me in his arms. He kissed my forehead and held me tight.
"I want you Kaymee. I want you to be with me." He whispered.
I couldn't respond after my brains being fucked so I just grabbed his shirt and held onto him tightly burying my face into his chest. I wanted to be with him too.
"Let me take you home." He suggested and I nodded. He had put me in a vulnerable place and I just wanted to be with him.
"Let us wait a little." I whispered snuggling even closer to him. We sat like that for a few minutes listening as people tried to open the door and give up. Trevor got a wipe from his bag and cleaned the mess trickling down my thighs. I got up picked my laptop. He stared at me for a while and smiled then picked his bag and walked towards me and kissed my forehead. Those forehead kisses always made my head feel hot like my brain was melting.
He got the propping chair away from the door and ushered me out toward the parking lot.
"Where are you taking me? "I asked as we walked toward a black Mercedes Benz.
"I borrowed my mom's car it's partially mine for a while. "He said while opening the door to the front passenger seat for me.
"Cool ride. "I murmured as I got seated and placed my laptop on the backseat. He shut my door and went over to get in the driver's side and started the car and pulled out of the driveway. I picked a radio station and he drove us home while I dozed off.
"Kaymee...wake up." Trevor whispered gently shaking me.
"Where are we?" was the immediate question once I opened my eyes to a well-lit two story mansion in a big compound.
"Why don't you come out and see for yourself." Trevor laughed while unfastening his seatbelt. I undid mine and went to explore.
"Trevor! Where are we?" I repeated once we were inside the house.
"My parent's recent house." It was magnificent and suddenly I felt like I needed to soak in a hot bath.
"Why did you kidnap me without letting me get a few things of mine?" I sighed walking into the marble themed kitchen to raid the fridge which was fully stocked including alcohol.
"Don't worry, you can use mine and if need be ...use my sister's" he said grabbing a bottle of vodka and grabbing some glasses from the cabinet.
"I should shower." I suggested.
"Let me show you where they are." He handed me my drink and led the way upstairs. As I had hoped, his room had a very beautiful bathroom, the shower that could spray water from all directions and a bathtub which I ran to and opened the hot water faucet. I placed my drink on the marble counter and began getting rid of my clothes so that I could get into the shower first before soaking in the tub.
Trevor watched me in amusement and that made me feel shy.
"If you are going to stare at me like a creep you should leave" I said shutting the glass doors of the shower and turned on all the shower faucets and the water hit me from all directions making me scream gleefully.
The water pressure suddenly went down and I turned around to find Trevor standing behind me.
"What? I need a shower too" he said lathering his hair with some body shampoo that smelt like vanilla while I stared at him skeptically.
"Give some soap." I said reaching to feel his kinky hair.
We showered and played in the water until we felt clean enough to get in the tub that somehow he had managed to add some scented oil and flower petals and lit some candles.
"We shouldn't drink in the tub, what if we drown?" I laughed while I downed my glass of vodka. "There goes the rule addict" Trevor chuckled while looking at me before getting in the tub and seating behind me. I leaned into his chest and we talked for like an hour until the water got too cold and we grabbed some towels and went to get dressed. He handed me a huge T-shirt of his which was very comfortable and he put on some grey sweatpants that looked really great on him and we went downstairs to get something to eat. I sat by the kitchen counter while he cooked for us our very late dinner and we ate while we talked some more.
Trevor was the kind of person that was liked by people he had so many friends and hence so many stories. We laughed and I really felt like I had found the one but thinking about labels made me sad since Ashley would pop up in my mind and hence I decided to not think about it. In spite of how hard I tried to ignore it, it was like a huge red warning sign that kept blinking every time I thought of Trevor.
I put some popcorn in the microwave while he picked a movie and we watched till one in the morning well...he watched, I fell asleep somewhere way before that and woke up startled in bed alone and thirsty. I quietly let myself out and went downstairs to get some water only to find Trevor in the kitchen on a video call with Ashley.
I stepped back before the video frame picked me up and leaned against the wall. It felt as if a brick had fallen into my stomach as I felt it sink. I did not know how to feel.
"No labels Kaymee, no Labels" I whispered repeatedly under my breath to calm the psycho who wanted to walk there and scream my head off. Again, why did I have to fall in love with him? It seemed like the call was not going to end soon and I eyed the bottle of whiskey under the table. Maybe that would wake me from this terrible nightmare or keep me asleep forever. I downed it in gulps until the bottle was empty. I immediately regretted that decision when my head started spinning. I decided to get out for some air. I walked out through the front door and picked the car keys from the hook. I staggered toward the car and opened it. I reached for my phone and laptop from the backseat which was quite difficult since my hands and brain refused to coordinate with each other.
I finally gave up and leaned on the steering wheel making the horns blare. I tried to pick myself and failed. Trevor came out of the house running,
"Kaymee what are you doing?" he asked helping me up from the steering.
"I just wanted my phone." Tears were streaming down my face uncontrollably. "So I could talk to my doctor boyfriend..."I gestured sarcastically.
It was so confusing how I hated him and wanted him at the same time.
"I hate you Trevor...but I love you as well... it is not fair to feel like this. Maybe it was a bad idea to come with you...I cannot stand you talking with Ashley...I know I agreed to no labels but it was not supposed to be this way." Why did I drink again? ...I should have gotten a sleeping pill instead, I was spewing nonsense after nonsense. I should have just kept sleeping. But not everything is as one wants it to be always.
"I love you Kaymee...I wouldn't chase after you if I did not feel strongly about you." He said leaning into the car to look at me.
"Do not lie to me to make me feel better." I slurred "just get me my phone and laptop" I ordered while trying to stand and get out of the car.
"I am sorry for troubling you' I mumbled as I crawled towards the house.
"Let me help you" he suggested
"No...I am fine." He walked ahead and took my electronics to the house. I lay on the drive way on my stomach trying to collect my thoughts.
Trevor suddenly picked me and swung me onto his back.
"I can walk" I slurred curtly
"I know. But everyone needs help sometimes? "He was right. I thought as I closed my eyes.
I woke up and the first thing I saw was Trevor's face hovering above me. My throat felt parched and I was certain that my breath was stale but there was still a buzz going on in my head.
"Hi?" Trevor greeted.
"Hi" I whispered.
"How are you feeling?" he asked feeling my forehead.
"I fine! "I pushed his arm and rushed to the bathroom to pee and brush my teeth before rejoining him in bed
"What time is it? "I enquired as I snuggled to him.
"It's seven. Why? Do you haves somewhere you have to be?" he asked placing his arms around me.
"Not really..."it was a Friday. The weekend was approaching. I turned to my other side so that my bottom was in contact with his excited crotch. He pulled me closer and put his arms around me.
"Then I get to spend more time with you. "He whispered into my hair and nibbled on my ear. I giggled and squirmed but he held me firmly. I could feel his throbbing dick on my naked butt. I reached over and pulled on his sweatpants strings.
"What?" he asked rubbing his cheek against mine I could feel his beard scratch me. I turned around, crawled over to him and straddled him.
"I want you." I whispered pulling off the t-shirt I had been wearing.
"I'm all yours "he smiled looking up at me with his hands under his head. I could tell he was really excited from the way his dick was throbbing furiously underneath me. I moved lower and released it from the confines of the sweatpants and it sprung in my face making my vagina start dripping at the sight of it. I pulled the sweatpants all the way off of him and crawled over back to his erect penis and grabbed it and put it in my mouth and slid down on it until it hit the back of my throat. Trevor gasped. I bobbed my head up and down slowly picking up the pace. I reached down to cup his balls and slightly massage them before moving from his dick to lick his balls for a few seconds. Trevor made a sexy sound as I licked the tip of his penis and kept massaging his balls. I went back to bushing him to the back of my throat. I went faster and faster and I could tell he was about to cum as his hands went to clutch my hair and his breath shallowed. His load hit the back of my throat in spurts and I swallowed it and pulled away slowly to lay on his panting torso.
He kissed my forehead and hugged me tightly and pulled me in for a kiss while turning us over so that he was above me. But that day I wanted to be on top I turned us over as we kept kissing. I positioned the still erect penis at my entrance and slowly slid down on it. It filled me right and I moaned. I bounced on it a few times and suddenly developed a respect for porn stars at how easy they made this difficult task look. It was really pleasurable but also equally tiring. Trevor noticed my struggle and held my waist firmly and raised his hips to fuck me from beneath. I would have fallen in love with him then had I not been in love already. I grabbed on his shoulders and closed my eyes getting lost in the feeling he was invoking in me. I reached down with one hand to rub my clit while he kept stroking into me. He noticed what I was doing and slapped my hand away and replaced it with his while rolling us over. I placed one leg over his shoulder to give him more access. He kept rubbing my clit while stroking into me. I could feel my orgasm building and wanted him to go faster.
"Fas...ter" I moaned in between strokes. He picked up the pace and I came squirting all over him. He plunged deep into me once and released his hot sperm deep into me. Before collapsing onto me breathing heavily. We lay like that for a while before we got up to go freshen up.
He then cooked us lunch and we watched a movie. We spent the entire weekend together having fun and even swam in the pool that was in the backyard. It was pure bliss. He did not even contact Ashley after my outburst and that was great since I did not want to feel useless and small again like I had before. I enjoyed my weekend and put the rest at the back of my mind. And when he drove me back to my hostel I was thriving on pure bliss. Maybe this was the beginning of a good thing. I thought as I hugged him goodbye. But little did I know that what was coming was going to be a mouthful to handle. If only I had known, I would have done something to prevent the major turn of events that was about to come my way.