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Opening Demise

Hello!
I met you in December during the winter
You are just the typical gal in the corner
You looked so fresh, so irresistable
But I never thought I would fall because you are indeed lovable.

Hello!
I often visit you eventhough it took me hours on my way
I just don't care, because I love everything you say
Sitting in the corner waiting for you to care
I don't want to rush things, you might get scared

Hello!
After some days, I asked how is it going
I didn't get your answer, but you texted me that we're okay
I was so glad, but for once I thought it will go to nothing
But on my first visit, I frown upon what I saw, I was in dismay

Hello!
You think you know better than a man?
You will never know the feeling because you are a woman
I hate his guts, but it turns out my instinct was right
You made a fool of us together, that was our plight

It was many years of hellos that reached more than a decade
But it turned sour, and goodbye is infront of my doorstep, it's inevitable

Goodbye!
I thought opposite attracts but it was a misconception
Our differences are setting us apart, losing connection
You don't listen to what I say even if it was just a bluff
I started to lose confidence, everything I do feels not enough

Goodbye!
To all the frustration that I caused you
I am trying my best, I took the burden, but please, I am just a human too
You are depressed, full of anxieties and responsibilities.
But did you bother to help, just because I am obligated for our neccessities?

Goodbye!
To all our broken dreams and plans
I tried to build your confidence, twice you were denied, you want to quit and run
It was the luckiest day for our prayer was heard
But I never thought it was a nightmare, I will entirely regretted

Goodbye!
To the old us, you became so distant, you changed a lot
I tried to catch up, you said I can't, it was all just a plot
Hidden conversations, lies straight to my face
Do I always need to initiate? We are miles apart, I'm not in your place

Goodbye!
To the trust we build up for this relationship
You always raise this issue, and I was so f*cking right, you think I'm a sh*t
Yea, I made a mistake it was just a one night
But, do you have to make me a fool over and over just to prove that you're right?

Goodbye!
I keep blaming you, that's how you understood
Can I ask you, what did you do to make it right and make a stand?
You are so full of pride, now, you are soaring way above the heavens
I know I lack many things, but will it make you fall to hell, if you just say "sorry"?

Hello Again!
I'm sorry for I wasn't the ideal man you always dream
We are at the end of the rope, it just didn't work out that's how it seem
This might be my final goodbye
So thank you , I will be forever grateful that you completed half of my system
Thank you, it hurts but this might be the best for us to redeem

©Chesz Dylan | 2019