Beside You (5sos FanFiction)

Ch. 23

A/N: It has been almost 3 years. If anyone is still waiting for an update, thank you so much for your patience and if you're new.. Welcome! I have been doing a lot better since my recovery and decided to finish what I started so many years ago. If you notice things are different it is because I will be editing and finishing up the book. This is just a quick chapter to get me to start to write again. Thanks for reading and I hope you enjoy.

Camila's (P.O.V)

"What was that?" Lauren asked as we were leaving her house

"I told them that some of the songs are about them" I shrugged as we continue walking to my apartment.

"You told them? I thought you were going to wait for them to hear it when it was released" Lauren asked

"I was but some of those songs are intense.. Especially Consequences" I'm really concerned. I wrote those songs when I hurt and now that I'm not so hurt I'm scared it'll make things worse.

"Did you write any songs about Shawn?" Lauren broke the silence as we were arriving at my apartment

"Yeah, the song Into it" I slightly blushed knowing how sexually driven that song was written. Lauren seemed to noticed and smirked.

"Don't judge me" I smiled and shook my head while I was trying to open my apartment door.

"Did you find an actor for the Consequence music video?" Lauren interrupted when I was listing the songs that made it to the album.

"I think so.. Dylan Sprouse was the closest yet furthest person to look like Luke I could find" I shrugged trying not to remember how emotional that songs makes me

"AHHH that exciting! I'm so excited for you!" Lauren yelled then hugged me with excitement

"I know I'm really excited! Some of the songs are very provocative and out of my shell but it's a new chapter in my life that I am ready for." I smiled while still hugging her tight

"I missed those idiots" I sighed into her shoulder

"They miss you too" Lauren said and squeezed my tighter for reassurance. We let go and sat down to watch a movie

------Next Morning------

"WAKE UP! We overslept! You're going to be late!" Lauren shook me from my very comfortable spot on the couch. Then my brain processed what she said and I shot up and quickly got ready

"There you are" my manager greeted us as we walked late into the studio

"Sorry I'm late we overslept" I said with a weak smile hoping I didn't cause us to be behind schedule. My manager smiled at us and signal us the follow her. I got ready for my first scene and I was shaking

"Stop Shaking! You Got This!" Lauren said while she grasped my shoulders. I nodded and we walked out of the dressing room

"Oh sorry" I said when I hit something that felt like a brink wall

"Camilla?" I'd recognized that beautiful voice anywhere

"Luke? What are you doing here?" I said nervously I really don't want them here especially HIM.

"We're recording out Amnesia Music video. What about you?" Luke looked at me confusedly

"I'm here to record my first music video for my song Consequences, I'll talk to you later I'm running late" I said hurriedly and pushed my way through hoping Lauren was behind me. I rushed to the scene and took my place after I greeted everyone. We did all the scenes in one take even though I felt like I was lost the whole time. I started to walk towards Lauren after I said my goodbyes when I noticed four shadows lurking behind her.

"You were amazing!" Mikey broke the silence. I smiled and looked away

"That's a very beautiful song" Ashton said with a soft smile

"Breathtaking" Calum said making exaggerated gestures I laughed and shook my head

"Thank You, it means so much coming from you guys" I smiled but it faded when I noticed Luke standing there without saying one word

"Luke did you like the song?" Lauren asked once she noticed my facial expression

"Sorry yes, of course, it was a brilliant song" luke said with a weak smile as he snapped back to reality.

"Thank you" I smiled. I know that song might have been too harsh for what he was expecting

"We'd like to listen to your whole album" Ashton broke the awkward silence between Luke and I

"You guys want to come over and listen to it at my apartment?" I offered and Lauren gave me a quick 'are you sure' glance, I smile to reassure her

"Yes" all four of them said in unison and we were off to my apartment. Hopefully, everything goes well. I don't want to fight with them anymore. I miss my boys.