Nova's POV:
I opened my eyes and there were no light on. I looked over in my phone and checked the time. 5:47am.
Damn I should sleep less in the day instead of waking up at this time. I decided to try to go back to sleep since it was so early.
But I couldn't fall back asleep. No shit I've slept like 16 hours in the past 24 hours. I decided to just go on my phone until Jackson or Payton wake up.
After about and half and hour on my phone I got bored and honestly just needed some fresh air. I needed to stop thinking about Payton. Like seriously, he's not mine.
Even though I wish he was.
I got up from my bed and tiptoed over to the balcony door. I slowly opened the door trying not to make to much noise. Well about that, it ended up being a really heavy door so it did make a lot of sound.
I looked behind me to make sure I didn't wake anyone up, I didn't. I walked fully onto the balcony and closed the door. It was about 6:30am, so the sun was going to rise soon.
I just walked up to the railing and looked at the view thinking about things, more specifically Payton.
Damn, I can't get him out of my mind. Why am I not good enough for him? I don't want to lose him though, but he's always with Avani and we don't talk very much. It's like I already lost him. I felt a tear fall down my cheek.
Payton's POV:
I woke up hearing a door shut. I took a second to adjust my eyes to my surroundings. I looked around to so someone on the balcony outside. It's literally still dark out, wtf?
Jackson was still in bed next to me. I looked over to Nova's bed and she wasn't there. So I'm guessing that's who's on the balcony. I looked over to my phone to check the time. 6:29am. It's so early why is she awake?
Should I go out there with her? Why is she even out there? Did something happen? I don't think I should go out there. What if she just needs some time alone.
Screw it I'm going out there. I got up from my bed and started walking towards the balcony door. When I got to the door I tried to quietly open it. That didn't work. Nova turned around and jump a bit, I guess I accidentally scared her.
"Hey" I said when I closed the door. "Hey" she responded back. I looked closer to her face and it looked like she was, crying?
"You okay?" I asked concerned. "Yeah" She said as she nodded and her voice cracking. "Hey come here" I said pulling her into a hug. She seemed stiff in the hug at first but soon relaxed into it.
We pulled away and I looked down at her. She wasn't looking at me so I gently placed my hand on her chin and lifted her head up to look me in the eyes. Her eyes looked like she was, I'm not sure, hurt? Broken? Scared?
"Wanna just catch up? We haven't talked or hung out that much on tour" I said. Nova just nodded and sat down in the chair that's out here. I sat in the other chair.
We just talked about random things and how she feels about tour, if she likes it or not. I missed just talking. I missed hanging out with her. Avani has sorta been taking me away so I'm never able to hang out with Nova. Then Nova just hangs out with the boys.
I wanted to ask her about her feelings for me, but I was scared to ask. What if she didn't like me like that. I didn't want to ruin our friendship, and plus I'm already with Avani.
Nova's POV:
We've been taking for a few hours. The sun has risen. It was nice talking to Payton, since he's always with Avani. I wanted to ask him about his feelings towards me.
