Random One-Shots Part 2

Home ((POEM))

Hey so I know this is random but ya boi was feeling depressed and one of my coping methods is writing so I wrote this little poem and I just thought I would post it! It's not tt good but I figured I would.))

I don't know what home is,

Or who I am or where I'm going,

Because the closest feeling to home was when I was his,

But I feel numb and time is slowing.

I can't tell where I am,

Or why I matter,

Because the world doesn't give a damn,

And will pass you by like a tram.

I'm only here because he wants me to,

I don't live for myself,

I'm saving my tears and smiling for you,

But I think you can see my brokenness come through.

And even though your pretty words are untrue,

I like to listen to you lie to me.

Your heart is as pretty as you too,

So I don't mind if you lie you see.

I don't know where is my home,

But I know the feeling of you, and your soft voice,

My life had been spent in monochrome,

But you make me feel like I have a choice.

So I'll smile for your sake,

And live for your smile,

I'll numb my pain till it's just a ache,

For you I'll live in a beautiful denial.