I'll be your light

chapter 34

Cameron pov.

Leaving the dorm after changing into a new pair of black pants and a new plain black shirt I grabbed my keys and ran to my car.

I need to become numb.

I need to not remember anything for a short period of time.

I hate what I did because I can't live without her but her being in danger will make me hate myself even more. I can't stand the thought of her getting hurt or possibly killed because of my worthlessness. She most likely won't ever forgive me but I rather that than me getting her hurt. But I also understand I am hurting her by leaving her too.

Pushing the thoughts to the back of my mind I raced to the nearest bar that I new would let me in. Walking to the front the people let me in saying hi to me knowing me for the many times I have came here getting drunk and leaving with a random slut I can fuck my feelings into.

And those where my exact plans for tonight.
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Stumbling into my dorm I took the random girls hand and pushed her onto my bed automatically ripping her dress of leaving the scraps of fabric on the ground.

Unclothing myself I slammed myself into her causing her to gasp and scream my name out in pleasure. Biting my own lip thrusting into her as she clawed at my back with her tiger like nails.

After a few minuets I could feel some type of thick, warm liquid fall down my back. Wincing I stopped her hands from clawing at me anymore and pulled out of her with a pop. Laying down and putting her on top of me and rode me like a was a horse in a race.

Getting off me she stuck her head between my legs and started bobbing her head up and down licking my tip every few seconds. I took her hair in my hand and trusted into her mouth. Her not seeming to care took all of me as I came in her mouth but she swallowed and continued. Seeing a movement out the corner of my eye I turned and saw that the door to our dorm was now open and there stood a soaking wet Bree looking like she has gone to hell and back.
-I is back ✌️-
~becka~