I'll be your light

chapter 54

Cameron pov

she was now sat in front of me. looking as beautiful as ever. you could now see her baby bump and everything making me smile on the inside. 

"i miss you" i told her but i just got silence as my reply. i knew she was better off without me. everyone is better off without me. 

we sat there. in silence for what felt like days but it was only minuets. my head started to spin and i couldn't see straight. tears where forming in my eyes and soon they were falling onto the table that we were sat at. 

"is everything oka-" the nurse -Abby- walked in the room and stopped once she saw me crying. 

god I'm so fucking weak i cant even look at my ex girlfriend without felling like i had just got shot in the gut. i need to get my shit together. 

"i think you need to leave miss" Abby said and walked towards me taking my hand in hers and i smiled up at her thanking her for the safe feeling she was giving me. 

Abby was most likely the only person that was gonna help me get out of this place and be better. not be so crazy in the head. Shes been there for me so far and i am more than thankful for her. Shes like a saver dressed in a blinding white nurse outfit. Bree's eyes looked at our intertwined hands and smiled weakly. nodding she got up and left. i got up and pulled Abby into a hug whispering thank yous but i could feel Bree look at us before she finally left, leaving me and Abby in each others arms. 

"its time to eat" She finally pulled away and moved some hair away from my face. 

Abby was only a year younger than me and she volunteers here alot. i heard the other staff members saying something about just giving her the job because how well she works with the patients here. i totally agree with them. not only is her appearance -dark red wavy hair with green eyes- beautiful but so is her personality. 

whoa

what the hell am i talking about. i cant be thinking like this towards a nurse here. 

but you know what..i don't care. shes helping me get better and that's all i really give a fuck about.