I'll be your light

Chapter 55

Bree's pov-

"Everything go okay?" Travis said as I got into his car.
"I choked" I said as I began to cry.
"What do you mean, love?" He called me love? .. In a way it made my heart flutter.
"He said he missed me and I just stared at him. Then a young nurse came in and told me to leave. They were holding hands Travis and I just don't know I got sad and I-"
"Bree stop!" He half shouted
"What why I thought-" I was caught off with a pair of soft lips on mine, Travis. Travis was kissing me .. I liked him but I couldn't I just can't let go of Cameron. I pushed Travis away.
"No" I said as his face paled
"No I'm sorry I didn't mean to" he apologized.
"Just please take me back to my dorm" I smiled weakly.
*****
"I'm really sorry bree" Travis apologized for the hundredth time it's seemed like.
"I told you it's okay"
"I'll talk to you tomorrow okay?"
"Okay Travis" I said closing the door and laid down on Cameron's bunk. I was becoming too big to climb up to my bunk so might as well bring my stuff down here. I got up after a few minutes and took my sheets, blankets and pillows off my bed and set them up onto Cameron's old bunk.
Who was that girl? Clearly it was his nurse. But she looked like something more... I don't think I can handle him moving on. He misses me, an I miss him so much as well. I'm so stupid! Why didn't I say I missed him as well?!
Because you're weak.
The voice inside of my head mocked. I need Cameron.. I'm thinking too negatively right now. If I was pregnant i would be dead already...
-The Next Morning-
I walked to my English class and of course I was the first person is there.
"Hello Bree" my teacher, Ms.Miller smiled.
"Hi" I said sitting in my normal seat.
"Is everything okay? You're in sweats ... might I add again. And you're 20 minutes early."
"I visited Cameron yesterday"
"How is he? I heard he dropped out"
"He didn't. He takes online classes at the Mental Hospital." I frowned
"He's in Tucker's?" She looked to me in disbelief
"Yes"
"That's great I heard from Dean Travis that he's dealt with depression"
"Yeah"
"Take the class off, Bree. You can do my class online too" she smiled
"This is my last class that I don't already take online"
"You need it Bree you can't handle all of this stress you're pregnant"
"Thank you Ms.Miller" I smiled while gathering my things walking out of the room an back to my dorm.
I set my bag down and pulled out my phone. Travis said Cameron is allowed to have his phone while at Tucker's so I decided to text him.
Me: I miss you as well Cameron.
I pressed send and waited for a reply as the kiss me and Travis shared came back to mind ..
How could he kiss me? Cameron is his best friend? He's gonna have fun telling him .. Because keeping it from him would be messed up.