I'll be your light

chapter 40

Cameron pov.
I stared at her shocked. Holding my arm towards my chest. She seemed to notice but didn't ask but I knew that she was gonna ask about it later, well if we aw on speaking terms later.

"And it's mine?" I asked and she nodded.

"I'm gonna be a dad.." I was excited yet scared. I don't wanna become like my cousin. I don't want to hurt him/her.

Having all this running through my head I started to have a panic attack and sat on the ground, putting my head against the wall.

"I shouldn't have told you..." She started and I shook my head.

"No no no it's not that. I don't regret anything but I don't wanna be a dick of a dad.... I can't become like him what if I become like him I wouldn't-" I started speaking really fast and she shut me up.

"Cameron your nothing like your cousin! He hurts people you don't!"

"Look at where we are at Bree. I fucking hurt you get you still come back. I-" she was now on the ground in front of me with my head between her hands. I didn't look at her I just couldn't right now. I pushed her off me an tried to make it in the bathroom. Quickly shutting the door, she put her foot in the way and pushed open the door, me falling on the ground and her gasping at the mess. My blood was most likely staining the floor at this moment as I sit in it not meaning to. Her hand was over her mouth as she looked at me but I didn't look back.

Next thing I know she is sitting next to me and I looked into those eyes I fell in love with and started crying.