I'll be your light

chapter 38

Cameron pov.

Stumbling into the dorm for the seconds time this week I walked back to my bed and threw myself down. Looking up at the ceiling I knew I wasn't drunk because I'm not a light weight so it takes a lot. The tears fell from my eyes and I honestly hated it when I cry.

My brother? Of all people she has to go for my brother. Getting up I went to the bathroom and sat in the floor pulling out my best friend from behind the toilet.

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Sitting there with blood running down my arm I let the tears and blood mix together as they both fell to the floor. Leaning back against the wall feeling the red liquid seep through my shirt.

I fucked up. I always fuck up but when something good happens I had to go and screw it all up and now I lost her to my brother once again.

I shouldn't even be here. I have hurt her so much and fuck I really am worthless.

Getting up I walked out the bathroom and stripped from my shirt and walked out into the hallway covering my arm. Heading towards the rooms with washing machines I ran into someone and shrunk back quickly saying sorry.

Keeping my head down I passed the person and they grabbed my arm causing the shirt to fall and my arm being exposed. Sucking in a breath from the pain I looked up and the last person I wanted to see right now was standing in front of me holding onto my arm like if she let go I would fade away.