My Disappointing Diary

2-25-20

Oof on the way to the eye doctor since my Columbia appointment isn't till 1. I would have started this earlier but I was emailing and texting Alex about the code and stuff. But yeah me and Alex are planning to video call later today. And we're gonna be emailing whenever I can get WiFi to do so. Anyway I'm chilling in the back seat listening to my music and obviously writing this. I think I should start putting videos of the music I like just to show all the types of music I like. And that's pretty much all types like if I can vibe with it or something like that then I'm down. I don't really have any favorite genre but yeah. Oh and me and Alex relate on video games too. I love video games but I suck at playing them. I would ask him to teach me but not now of course considering the circumstances. But I love watching him play games because he's really skilled. Usually when we get on the bus he plays his Nintendo switch. He usually plays Smash Bros or Asphalt (a racing game). And I love hearing him talk about cars. Yeah that sounds a bit cliche but I like listening to his voice in general. But he's great with cars and computers. We're at the eye doctor place. I just got my eyes dilated and everything looks weird but anyway I'm listening to a BTS playlist on Spotify right now. I just want this swelling to go down so I can ac see out of my eye and so I can clean the stupid crust out of it. Oh and I got my eyes numbed when I was in there so the lady could check my eye pressure. Whatever that means. Oof chicken noodle soup just came on and it's still a bop. Ok I'm loosing sight so I guess that's how dialation works? So I'm gonna wait till I can actually see what I'm typing. Oof it's still a bit blurry but just wanted to say that Alex decoded my message. I'm proud because he was struggling bad with it this morning and even showed it to Diego and he didn't understand either. But yeah gonna go back to chilling with BTS blasting. I think I've gotten used to seeing like this but my phone is dieing even though I put it on the charger. I'm emailing Alex while I'm waiting to be seen again and he's in his art class. I wonder if he'll email me during his staff meeting after school? I mean maybe but I hope he also pays attention so he doesn't get in trouble. Oof ok so best boy bakubaby 😔💅😳❤️💣. AKA angry boom boom man. Legit my favorite character from MHA. I may have a lot of husbandos but he is surely one of the top 5. Like his character development and his character design and he's such a good foil character to Midoriya. Speaking of the main character cinnabun, he's also one of my favorite characters from MHA because he had hope regardless of not having a quirk. But what I didn't like was that unlike Asta(another one of my husbandos from another anime) he didn't even try to train to reach his goal which made him even more behind the others. Like yes hope is great to have but without action it's essentially just dreaming and hoping it happens. And that's not how life works. And since I mentioned Asta, he's from Black Clover, I wanna talk about him. Oof ok so Asta💪💅💚😔😤. He's amazing because he was orphaned as a baby  with Yuno(his foil character). Not to interrupt myself but we're leaving the eye doctor place and we're going to the mall for Chinese. Anyway back to Asta. Ok so he grew up without magic, the driving force of the world pretty much, but he didn't give up and trained his physical body(and damn is he fine as heck in my opinion)to prepare for if he did get magic, which he didn't. But he got a magic negating sword and since he trained he was able to use it. He can get it honestly 💅✌️❤️😳. Anyway if you couldn't tell I love his character design and his character development too. His foil character is Yuno is oof...ok I'll get back on track now. Ok so Yuno was orphaned with Asta as a baby they are the same age but Yuno has very powerful magic and he's calm and tall and has dark hair unlike Asta who is super energetic and short and has silver hair. I love them both a lot because they're like brothers and they have a pact which makes them rivals. They both want to become the Wizard King. People laugh at Asta for his dream but it doesn't get to him because as long as he tries his hardest he knows he'll make it. And Yuno really believes in him too. He tell people not to underestimate him just because he doesn't have magic. Oof anyway sorry I didn't mean to rant about anime but whatever. We're out of the mall with our left overs and we're in front of Dollar General. Ok I'm back from DG. We bought a lot of Valentine's day candy and some detergent. I wanted to get a tiny boquet of chocolate roses but we didn't have enough to get it. We're on the way home and I'm gonna try and work on my assignment for Culinary Arts that's due this Friday. I need to turn it in by like Thursday so I can for sure get my grade early. I low-key can't wait to call Alex later. It's almost time for school to end and then I have to wait for him to finish with his meeting and then he has to get picked up and go home. I was wrong. We're going to the doctor's office to pick up my meds. Oof we got the drugs...wait it's not like that I promise 😂. Oof I'm waiting on mom to come back so we can go. She stopped to talk to people 😭. I hope this doesn't take forever. Maybe I should just go to the car. Nah I don't wanna leave her. My legs hurt. I'm standing by the door waiting. She was getting my excuse that I lost last time. So now we're on the way home. I can't wait to go home. Schools over now but I'll just wait till he texts me which will be around 5 something. Usually or like 4:45ish I'm so happy because I got Hi-C. It's a juice. I love to drink it out of juice boxes, actually I just straight up love juice boxes in general sooo. But I love Hi-C a lot it's part childhood and part juice box. But yeah I'm home now. Oof I was too in my feels to finish this last night so I'll end it here and start today's. So uhh yeah byee!
- Angil