My Disappointing Diary

3-9-20

Oof morning! I'm now at the spot waiting for Diego. I'm sad because once I got here Alex was driving past and they didn't see me. But that's what happens when you're late huh? I mean.ots not my fault really. First no one came down to get me up. I mean I was up but I didn't think I was supposed to leave yet because it was still dark but then I remembered that time went forward so I got up when it was time for me to go and oof did I have to rush. Anyway my fingers hurt now so I'll be back whenever. Oof I'm on the bus with Diego. He's telling me about his weekend. I told him about mine. Oof my fingers hurt still so see ya at school. I'm at school now. Oof I'm at the spot waiting for Sandy. I want to get some more food but oof Sandy's here. I'm outside in the spot waiting for the career center bus. I'm waiting for Alex and Jerry. I'm just listening to music and swaying to the beat. Oof today has been a little hectic but hopefully it will still be a good day. Jerry's here now. Oof Alex is here too. We're on the bus now. The biggest oof bru Alex is talking now which is great. I almost stabbed that asshole again but Alex said uwu which calmed me down. Alex knows about his name change and the others. I was close to slipping up and telling Alex about this being on Wattpad. Oof I mean it's not as if he would be able to find it anyways. Alex isn't talking to me because I won't let him see chapter 1. Oof I'm on the bus with Alex and he's abusing my sensitive spots. He said he knows I like it when he abuses me. *Sirens* run abort mission😂😂. I almost slipped up on one of my most sensitive spots, my ears, once he heard me he went straight for them. Now he's trying to figure out my most ticklish spots. Oof I'm gonna ride home with him today. I'm I'm 3rd block now. I know my top 3 most ticklish spots. My ear, pretty much anywhere on my thigh, and near my hip. Oof he'll probably never guess that last one thou so yay though he'll just go with the ones I react to most. I low-key wanna tell him at least one but then I also want him to figure them out on his own. Anyway oof only 50 more minutes left in here then off to 4th block AKA the superior class. My phones on 40% now so I gotta charge it in 4th. I'm trying to remember the names of Class 1-A. I remember all of the Konoha 12. I'm surprised I remembered 15 off memory alone. Gonna watch a cypher to remember the remaining 4. I'm in 4th its almost time to go so I'm waiting by the door. Woah 2 minutes till it's time to go. Now as I wrote that it's 1 minute. I'm outside waiting for Alex in our spot. I'm just listening to music and looking around. I'm thinking of asking Jordan to ask Alex if he likes anyone. She'll probably/hopefully fo it. I mean she's probably gonna do it to help me out with this and she probably wants to be nosey. Alex isn't here yet and I'm kinda worried. I mean I think I have a right to since he's my ride. Oh I spoke with Matt for a bit before coming to the spot. He said my eye looks way better and then we had to go our separate ways but yeah. Still no sign of Alex and I'm thinking about checking his class but if he's not there then I'll call home and day I missed the bus. Oof ok I'm just gonna go head toward his class. I m walking around to the back door/bus lot. I'm at his class and I see him thank goodness. I'm contemplating on going in the room or just waiting outside. I'm gonna go in. I'm in now and he said hi. I'm just watching since I'm not in this class. I'm just joking around with my friends that are in here(legit like 3 people😂). Oof we're just goofing off but they're also working. Still here but just took a lot of videos of Alex and my other friends because I don't have anything with him besides this video I took earlier in the year. I can't take any more so here I am😂. Oof it's time to go now so we're heading out. Oof I feel...oof? Is that a good word for it. I mean I think it's jealousy. It probably is because Alex was helping his friend(who is a girl) and while yeah I was cool since I had my own friends to talk to I wanted his attention on me but I just put it aside because he's not mine so there's no point in being possessive or anything. I just can't help it I try not to think about it like that or let my emotions get to me but he makes it hard for me to do that. I'm singing along to the radio to try and calm down and think rationally. I'm home now and I'm gonna work on my OC's. Oof forgot to end it. So uhh yeah byee!
-Angil