My Disappointing Diary

2-28-20

Oof my hands hurt but I'm at the bus stop waiting. Be back when I'm in the car. I'm in the car now. And oof I was so unprepared this morning. Anyway I just downloaded 8 new songs from Bts' new album because I'm obsessed. Oof especially Louder Than Bombs and UGH. I was obsessed at first listen. Oof my phones not even fully charged but I can just charge it I'm my classes. We're going to drop the second child off now. I'm not paying any attention to what's happening in the front because We Are Bulletproof The Eternal came on and I was encapsulated. I love music. It was my first passion alongside cooking. I'm really in a different world when I really start listening to music. But that doesn't mean I don't pay attention to my surroundings because I do. I've always been one to pay attention to detail. I'm in the front now but I'm still only half paying attention. Now we're at our school
I'm waiting for the career center bus now in the spot. I put my friend on to some BTS. He said he liked it so that made me happy to share that with him. Jerry is here now. Alex is hella adorable today. He keeps staring at me and I'm like oof his eyes are hella pretty. I'm in class and me and my friend Batman (her nickname) showed our other friend Avon BTS. She said she's gonna try to be an army and oof that means I've spread the word about our lords and saviors. They got called to wash dishes so me and Logan are gonna chill in there with them. I'm on the bus now. We just hung out till it was time to go. Oof my heart just tried to run to the moon. Alex put his head on my shoulder and I wasn't mentally prepared. And then he started copying me. Then he said you know you like me copying you. And I was thinking maybe I do but not the point 😂. He's focused on his game. Oof he keeps looking at me when I just wanna stare without getting caught 😔😫. Oof he's too frickin cute today like just take my uwu's sir. Oh my gosh he's Mr. Steal your uwu's 😂😂. I wanna ask him to say uwu but I don't wanna have to explain myself. I'm just gonna do it. Oof he said it and I thought I was prepared but I WAS WRONG 😔😫💅. He told me to say it too and I obviously did. He asked what's his nickname and I said adorable dork and oof. I'm gonna poke his cheek and see what happens 😂. I'm at school and Alex went to his class. Earlier he asked was I being childish and I was like I'm always childish. He asked if I like being childish and tried to poke my side. And then I was like yeah why do you think I have so many stuffed animals. Then he was like have you seen my room I have even more in my closet. Then we raced to the door of the school. He won like always. Oof I don't know what they're doing in the lunch line but they told us to sit down because it's not time yet. It's boring just waiting for them to let us in. Oof I hope me and Alex get on call this weekend so I'll have more cute moments of his adorable dorky self 😔💅😳🙃. Ok well I'm gonna go read for a bit. Oof it's time to go to 4th period but Mrs. Thortan won't let us leave. Oof going now. In 4th now. We're watching a video I think. Well I'm gonna read till it's time for class to start. Oof I'm waiting for Alex because I'm gonna ride home with him. And we just watched a movie about Napoleon but I was watching BTS crack videos. Alex is here now. I'm now in the car. Oof he kept putting stuff down my shirt and we fake fought. I'm eating a really good cookie. Oof I just remembered that I touched his hair. It was hecka soft and it's so nice. Oof I love him. I swear I'm not trying to seem starstruck or anything but that's how he makes me feels. Return of the Mack just came on and I'm singing because it's a boppp. He just handed me a cup of Snapple. I was a little shook because he doesn't really share drinks with me so I'm a bit confused but I'm not complaining. Oof we're close to my house now. I hope he'll text or call me this weekend. I'm home now and there were like 4 things left in my bra. Oof I had a serious talk with his mom and turns out it's not that she doesn't like me it's that she felt like I was trying to keep secrets from her which she hates. Anyway not to put all her business out there but yeah we had a talk and we settled things. And oof it's 12:28 in the morning so I'm gonna start on today's entry. So uhh yeah byee!
- Angil