My Disappointing Diary

3-1-20

Oof hi there. I just wanted to start this now so I don't forget when I wake up. So I'll be back when that happens I guess. I've been up since 10:30 and it's now 12:21. I got caught up watching YouTube and listening to ASMR. But yeah I'm chilling under Taylor's bed with Bella on my pallet. I just took a shower and now I'm waiting for the others to take theirs and get ready so we can go over to Mim's for Taylor's birthday dinner. So I'm watching tiktoks to pass the time and wheeo. We're at Mim's and we're going to eat soon but Kim's boyfriend is gonna propose to her today but shhhhhh it's a secret. Oof there's a lot of children here and I'm feeling antisocial. I legit wanna go to my spot and just chill and hum and sing because I don't like to be crowded which is another reason I don't wanna go to prom or anything like it. Oof foods ready so I'm gonna go and watch the proposal. I'm in the car and oof today was more eventful than I thought it would be. I made some tiktoks with my new friends and Owens little sisters. Speaking of Owen I talked to him today. And to clarify why this is crazy and important is because he's my ex. He's like the only ex I'm not on at least ok terms with. And we haven't talked since the breakup in like August I think. We just ignored each other after so I thought he must not wanna be friends anymore. And I wanted to respect his decision so I did the same. I tried not to talk to him yesterday trying not to remember all that we were and how he just.... Anyways  we started talking again but I think it might be a one time thing because I slipped up and spoke to him and he just started talking to me. I mean it wasn't much but it's progress right. Well I'm home now and I'm gonna go watch something I don't know yet but yeah. It's been a long day. I'm in my feels low-key, I have a bad headache, and I'm tired from cleaning the kitchen. So I'm gonna have to end it here. Sorry it's so short. So uhh yeah byee!
- Angil