Mission failed (Choi Seung-hyun fanfic)

~ New mission: save, protect, love ~

“Seung-hyun, stop.” I said through moans. His hand was travelling down my body and stopped right above my pants. He pulled back, looking me into the eyes. “I’m sorry, I can’t.” I said massaging my temples. My head was spinning like crazy, there were so many things to discuss and take care of and when he did this to me my mind would go completely blank. I couldn’t let myself get swept away by him, not right now. “We need to talk, it’s important.” I continued. His face showed no interest in my words. I looked in his eyes and it seemed like he wasn’t really here, with me, like he was overtaken by desire. I gasped, feeling my body heating under his gaze. He didn’t say anything he just bent down again kissing my neck. I moaned. I was losing it, I knew I had to stop him but I just couldn’t. I shuddered under his breath, in myself I was begging him not to stop. Suddenly, like something woke him up, he jumped off the bed turning his back on me. His whole body was shaking and he was huffing rapidly. “What’s wrong?” I asked, my body was boiling from the inside and I wanted him to continue. “I need air.” He said and rushed out of the room. I would’ve gone after him but I couldn’t get up. My body was numb and suddenly I felt really tired. I turned on a side and closed my eyes. Half an hour later he came in, I heard the doors of the room open and close and his footsteps approaching the bed. He covered me with a blanket and then lied next to me. He bent over me and kissed my cheek. I pretended I was asleep, no matter what I couldn’t let what happened before repeat itself now. He whispered good night into my ear and laid back.
The next morning when I woke up he was still asleep beside me, I looked at his face, so beautiful and peaceful. It was unbelievable how beautiful he could be even while he was sleeping. His lips were slightly parted. I wanted to kiss him so badly but I was afraid I’d wake him up. I held my breath as I placed my finger on his eyebrow and trailed over it slowly. It was so perfectly shaped, I continued trailing my finger over his manly face lines until I reached his appealing, soft lips. As I trailed over them suddenly he bit my finger. I gasped trying to pull my finger but he didn’t let go. I smiled approaching his face with mine and biting his ear slowly, he let go of my finger and turned his face towards me. “Good morning little girl.” He said. His face was so close to mine that it was blurry. I gave him a peck on his lips. “Good morning love.” I replied. “Breakfast?” he asked trying to get up from bed but I pulled him back down. I hugged his waist and placed my head on his chest, listening to his heartbeat. He smiled and stroke my hair. We stayed like that for a little longer until my stomach warned us it was time for breakfast. I took my cell from the jacket, where I’d left it on silent and checked for calls. I had more than ten missed calls from mom and dad. And about fifteen messages asking me where I was and if I was ok. I sent them a quick message saying I was perfectly fine and was going to come home soon. But first I had to talk to Seung-hyun about me leaving. I had no doubt that he’d come with me. As we ate I told him how my mom contacted my biological father and that I had to leave town as soon as possible. He completely agreed to come with me up until I told him that my father’s men would come get me. Then his expression became worried. “What’s wrong?” I asked concerned. “Annabelle, they will never let me come with you. For them I’m the enemy, they’ll kill me on first sight.” He said. For the first time I’ve seen him confused. He obviously wanted to come with me but it was like he realised it wasn’t possible. “No, we can talk to them. We’ll tell them you changed.” I protested. I was determined to take him with me. “You don’t understand, they’re just going to think what your mother does; that I’m here to extract informations from you. They would never let me come with you. They would never even let me get close to you.” He said sadly. I started to panic a little. “Can’t we lie to them? We can tell them you’re an old friend!” I said. He shook his head. “It's not that simple Anabelle.” He sighed weakly. “I don’t see how I can come with you.” He seemed tired and weak. Day after day we get new barriers to cross but it always seemed impossible to cross them. This was too much even for him, and it was clearly leaving a mark on him. But I was not going to give up on us so easily. “We go alone.” I said determined. He raised his eyebrows. “What?” he asked confused. “We don’t wait for my father’s men. We leave now, just the two of us.” I said. He opened his mouth to say something but no words came out. He was processing the idea. “I don’t know.” He said after a minute. “I alone can’t protect you.” He said. I rolled my eyes. “And you don’t have to. I’ll protect myself, you just take care of yourself. Understand?” I took his hands in mine, pleading him with my eyes to say yes, that he would want more than anything to run away with me. Finally he smiled. “Fine. When do we leave?” he asked. I thought about it for a moment, I have to pack my things, and do all that without anyone suspecting I was going to run away. Also I wanted to say goodbye to my family and friends. “Tonight.” I said at last. That would give me enough time to take care of everything. “You pick me up at my house tonight.” I said. He nodded and bent across the table giving me a peck on my lips. I closed my eyes and smiled. The thought of living with Seung-hyun gave me goose bumps, my heart started to beat faster and I could feel my cheeks getting warmer. “You didn’t blush so much when I kissed you before. And this was nothing compared to before.” He suddenly said. I opened my eyes and covered my face in embarrassment. He laughed. “Come on, tell me what you were thinking about?” he asked trying to pull my hands away from my face. I shook my head in embarrassment and covered it again. “Please?” he gave me the most adorable look I’ve ever seen. I couldn’t believe how such perfectly shaped, deep and piercing eyes could shape such adorable puppy eyes. I looked at him with amusement, this is just unbelievable. I give up. “Fine. I was just thinking how, when we run away, we’ll live together and spend much time together. It makes me happy.” I said. His face turned serious but his eyes seemed entertained. “I’ll have to take advantage of that.” He said teasingly. I laughed. “I hope you do.” I replied. I took a sip of my coffee and looked back at him. His eyes seemed a little hurt. “I would never take advantage of you.” He said sadly. I gasped, I didn’t think my words would hurt him. “I know.” I said quickly. “And you won’t be able to either. Because I am yours, and I want to be with you.” As I said that my face turned red again, it was really embarrassing to talk about these things with him. He got up and kneeled beside me. My mouth formed a small o. I seriously hope he’s not proposing. He took my hands in his and looked deep into my eyes. “I will wait for you until you’re ready.” He said. I nodded. “I was ready yesterday love.” I replied. He was a little surprised. I knew he wanted to wait for my sake but honestly, I didn’t know how much longer I’d be able to wait. “You didn’t seem ready.” He said. “But you did.” I replied with tease. “And seriously, what happened? It seemed like I was talking to an empty shell!” I laughed on the though, it gave me much pleasure to know he reacted that way because of me. “I got carried away. It won’t happen again.” he said pulling himself up and turning his back on me. “Oh I hope it does!” I said eagerly, I couldn’t stop thinking about the desire his eyes were radiating. He laughed, so I got up and hugged him from behind. He turned towards me and I pulled him into a kiss. He embraced me and kissed me back, slipping his tongue in my mouth. The taste of the hot coco he drank filled my mouth. When he pulled away I licked my lips in pleasure. Such a sweet taste. He chuckled. After breakfast he walked me to the station. He offered me a ride but I was afraid if my parents saw him they’d freak out. I took the first bus and went back home. An unpleasant surprise waited me at home. Not once did it cross my mind that my father’s men would already be here. Apparently my mother called them yesterday when I ran off and told them I disappeared and that they should hurry here to find me, because I was in danger. As I approached the house I saw the two Korean men wearing black suits from the window. I knew instantly who they were so I turned to run but another one of them blocked my way. He grabbed my shoulder and dragged me into the house. I thought of a few scenarios of how to run away but none would take me far enough to escape completely, not with three men chasing after me. The only thing I could do was contact Seung-hyun who left me his number in case anything goes wrong. I think this was more than wrong, and I had no idea what I should do. I went to the bathroom and quickly sent him a message. I waited for a reply but it didn’t came. After a few minutes my mother started hitting the doors of the bathroom telling me to get out. I was thinking to escape from the window but it was too high and probably too small for me to get through. And even if I did get through I's probably get caught before even reaching the outdoor gates. I got out of the bathroom with a pale face. I looked at my mom with anger. How could she do this to me? She seemed sorry but not because of what she did but because I was about to leave my home forever. My father's man said we had to depart as soon as possible, they came completely prepared and the only thing left was for me to pack my things and we could be on our way. Honestly I would have been sorry for leaving too if I wasn’t this angry, I wanted to say goodbye to everyone properly but mom gave me no choice. So I decided I wouldn't set her mind at peace, she can go on thinking I hate her for the rest of her life, I didn’t care. My chest hurt on the thought but my anger supressed that feeling. I sent her a glare as I passed by her towards the kitchen. My dad and mom were the only ones home, they wouldn’t even give me a chance to say goodbye to my siblings. I felt tears in the corner of my eyes but I restrained them. I packed my things very slowly but still I was done after an hour and there was no answer from Seung-hyun. The closer the time for me to leave came the more my chest hurt, it was hard for me to breathe and even harder to restrain my tears. As I closed my last bag I fell on my knees sobbing. Am I really never going to see him again? How can this happen to me? The three men helped me carry my bags to the car. One of them started the car while the other two waited inside. My mom and dad were standing on the sides, I approached my dad first and hugged him tightly. “I love you so much, and I’m going to miss you sweetheart.” He told me. I squeezed him even harder. “I love you too daddy.” I said through sobs. My mom was crying too, I looked at her with sadness. All my anger dissolved and I fell in her embrace. “I’m going to miss you so much mom.” I told her. She started crying even more. “Me too Anna. I’m going to miss you more than I can describe with words.” she said. I looked at her eyes, they were heartbreaking. "What will you tell to my brothers and sister?" I asked her. They didn't know anything about this, and the thought that I'm never going to see them again hurt me so much. "We'll have to figure something out." she kissed my head. As I let her go I felt my phone vibrating in my pocket. I pulled it out. It was a message from Seung-hyun. I was afraid to open it, I thought he might also say goodbye after seeing my message but the only thing that was written was: hop on. I furrowed my eyebrows when suddenly a black motorcycle stopped in front of me. I recognized the bike immediately and the driver too. Without a second thought I jumped on the back seat and we drove away.


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I'm so so so sorry this chapter is so small but I had a busy day and didn't have time to put more! Please forgive me!! >.<
Anyway the next chapter pretty much concludes the first part of the story...So after it you'll all have to wait a bit longer for the second part because it's not finished yet. :P