Feelings through poetry

Poem 8 - Dream reality

In this world of tragedy, what's a dream and what is reality?

I've walked a lonely road; I've chosen the wrong path,
Insecure if I can make things right,
and now there are things I can't fix,
But they're mixed with good things,
it's still not enough.
If they find out,
they'll hate and abandon me.
Only if I could remake my sins,
and do good for people.

I can't help what's going on,
somebody, please help
There is a devil inside me,
I've made a horrible mistake,
Please cleanse me,
Before, it's going to be all over and kill me.

In the world of tragedy, magical things happen
Is this a dream or reality?
Everything is so magical

and scary, is this even real?
I don't want this to be real,
Someone, please cleanse me
I don't want to live this hell anymore
I feel like locked in a cell,
losing my mind, oh I'm scared I'm actually losing my mind
This intense feeling of loneliness and anxiety, I just want her back
Died in bloody covered walls, darkness, and storm,
I want her back.

I've done many things wrong
and just wanted to end it, but I survived
So I sing this song about the things I did
Wrong or are they right?
Don't know can't tell, someone please help
Take me out of this hell; I can't take this anymore
Only if there was a savior for me
Savior who needs savior themselves - to escape from this hell.

I want to dream reality, go to dream reality where wishes come true
I want to live in dream reality; please take me, this time I'm not scared
Dreams are pure, and I need a cure
Please guide me; I need to escape to dream reality
A dream where I can be loved and avoid the loneliness
I just want love, but all I got was corrupt
Tried to resist, but couldn't,
take me to dream reality

I just wanted to be loved, all I got was corrupt, now I want this to end
No meaning, it's going to start all over again
Tricked into thinking of being loved, secretly being betrayed
Who can I trust? Who can I love? Will I ever end the right one?
Here on the bridge, who will stand next to me under the sakura tree?
Who's going to be the right one?

Under the sakura tree, mysterious things happen,
We're allowed to be free, be whoever we want, just by completing one quest -
Finding each other, so where are you? Where are you, so you can take me to dream reality?

I want to dream reality, go to dream reality where wishes come true
I want to live in dream reality; please take me, this time I'm not scared
Dreams are pure, and I need a cure
Please guide me; I need to escape to dream reality
A dream where I can be loved and avoid the loneliness
I just want love, but all I got was corrupt
Tried to resist, but couldn't,
take me to dream reality.

Meet me under sakura tree, free me from this curse,
help me get rid of the monster inside
I don't want to live like this
Meet me again in this alter life, meet me under the sakura tree.

Moral of the story/about:

Wow! I can't believe I have found this! It's been a while. This poem, well, it's actually a song. It was written a year ago. It's inspired by the song "Hanging tree." And maybe "Bad apple," I'm not sure now. It's related to the story I'm writing, so you'll understand this more if you read it/have read it.