I'm corrupted, and I'm broken,
Thousands of words unspoken
I am sad, and I'm mistaken,
Judged and shaken.
I'm corrupted, and I'm broken,
Never really awaken.
I'm judged and mistaken,
Outspoken about the way I feel.
I'm judged, I'm seeking for approval,
I feel corrupted, and I feel broken,
I want to feel accepted.
The truth is spoken,
Can I feel unbroken?
Internally, it hurts.
I feel corrupted, and I feel broken,
Hundreds of words unspoken,
They got stuck in my throat,
Paper filled with the words I wrote.
That's how I decided to cope.
I'm mad and mistaken,
Judged and shaken.
Corrupted and broken,
My words were spoken.
Now I feel awake,
No longer shaken.
I still feel corrupted and broken,
The pain made my words unspoken.
These words I wrote,
'cause they got stuck in my throat,
At least now, I'm floating my boat.
I was judged, I felt shaken,
I always got mistaken,
It made me feel broken,
My words couldn't be spoken.
Now I feel unbroken,
I'm awake,
No longer shaken.
No longer mistaken.
I feel accepted,
And that's something I never expected.
Moral of the Story/About:
I remembered something from my past a few years ago. My teacher said something that wasn't true to the whole class, and everyone judged me. I was continually getting judged for everything, just because of something the teacher said. Everyone avoided me. Everyone kept saying what the teacher said to my face, and that hurt.
It mostly hurt, because it wasn't even true. And I can't and will never forgive that.
It does hurt when nobody listens to you. When you try to stand up for yourself,
But nobody really does anything. And sometimes, you don't even have anyone to speak to. So you feel like a failure.
But, soon, you'll find people who'll genuinely care for you no matter what, accept you for who you are, and won't leave you, because of some stupid rumors. And, if someone does leave you because of rumors, then they weren't real friends.
Remember that you must and need to stand up for yourself in case someone mistreats you.
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Feelings through poetry
PoesíaCover by: @Guinealove2005 (Go follow!) My collection of depressive poems, that reflect my feelings. They're build on real life situation and feelings I went through. Behind every is a very deep meaning, thoughts, feelings and some motivational advic...
