Feelings through poetry

Part 1 - [Friendships]

"Sometimes I feel life I have no friends.
Sometimes I feel like I have only one good friend.
Sometimes I feel like I have a lot of friends.
I don't know whether it's because I didn't have many friends
or because I am friends with the wrong people.

Not the kind of people who smoke and drink
- those kind of people who seem to be normal or outsiders.
People, who don't fit anywhere.
And I regret I became fixated to only one.

Because now I don't have many friends
And have trouble making new ones.
I'm afraid I won't have friends at high school.
I'm afraid I'll be bullied and so much things.

In this world, we can't be sure about anything.
In one second you can be best friends,
in another you can realize how fake your friend is.
In one second your friends can betray you.

In one second you drift away with no mutual hobbies.
And I feel like I'm drifting every day. Away and away.
From everyone else. I don't and won't fit anywhere.
Or will I? How can I change myself?

That's something I've been wondering about.
I shouldn't overthink my situation, I just can't help it.
Those thoughts are unable to get away from my head.
There's nothing we can be sure about, everything can change in seconds.

Relationships, friendships, even someone's or your life.
Those are called "Unstoppable things."
You can't avoid them sometimes, things just happen.
And what has been done has been done.
So think properly about your actions. Because you may regret them in your future."