The silent screams of hollow children

Love with you

I'm in love with you
I've been in love with you for years
Ever since you smiled at me
Your teeth are a little crooked but it's cute
I'm in love with you
And i can't not be in love with you
You say when I'm high
I hold you tightly
Like if i let you go
You'll float off
But you never say to losen my grip
You only hold my hips
In your palms
Rubbing your thumb on my waist
And smile
You're surprised when i say
Nobody's ever touched me that way
Like i was too much for someone not to want
I compare the moon to you
Because it is like you
You're not without imperfection
But you're perfect for me
Every curve and dip
Fits so perfectly in my palm
It amazes me
I feel dead every day
But just a glance from your eyes
And i am revived
You take joy
In teasing me
Coming a little too close to my lips
Looking a little too close at my body
Offering to take my firsts from me
I say i don't want to die a virgin
You say well I'm right here
I laugh
You look serious
I stop laughing
And change the conversation
We walk through the woods
Hoping to get lost
you scream
Fuck
I ask why
You say
Doesn't it feel good to scream sometimes
I nod
We walk on trails
Our coats flowing in the wind
You say i make you angry sometimes
Because to you i am beautiful
In every way
And you are jealous
That i look so happy
I say
I'm sorry sunflower
You only smile
But your eyes gleam
With joy
We found a open area in the forest
With a bench
We brought vodka
And took turns drinking from the bottle
We were tipsy
Stumbling through the woods
Laughing, smiling
Forgetting who we're supposed to be
You ask me if I'm in love with you
I say I'm in love with your mind
This is a lie
I'm in love with you
Everything about you
I say are you in love with me
You say I'm in love with your mind
I cannot tell if you are truly in love with my mind
Or if you are in love with me
I do not know
I wish i did
If i did
Id kiss you in the woods
By the bench
Where we drank
If i cannot have you
I will wait
I will wait till you love me
I've waited for years
I can wait longer
I promise
You will never loose me
And even if you never love me
I will always be with you
Your closest friend
I don't care if you never love me
I am always yours