The silent screams of hollow children

Things to know

Things to know
Before you date me
One
I'm really fucking strange
Get used to it
Two
I'm very depressed
Three
I enjoy a good fight
Just not with people
Four
People think it's cool
To date a anxious girl
It's not
Five
I'm more paranoid
Then the entire u.s government
Six
I don't know
How to do anything but write
Seven
I love books
More than I love myself
Eight
I still sleep with stuffed animals
Nine
I have terrible social anxiety
Ten
I love books
More than I will ever love
Anything else
Eleven
I will draw more than I study
Even if it kills me
Twelve
Half the time
Something about death
Is on my mind
Thirteen
I'm thick
But I ain't thin
Fourteen
If you think the Percy Jackson
Movies
Are better than the books
You have no shot with me
Fifteen
I repeatedly
Go back to the same person
Even if they're toxic for me
Be careful
Sixteen
Most of the time
I will not say what I'm thinking
Without reason
Seventeen
Save yourself sometime
And just give me all your sweatshirts
Before I steal them
Eighteen
I have zero self confidence
Nineteen
Sometime I watch
People fight
Wishing that I was the one
Being beaten within inches of my life
Twenty
I believe
In nothing
And everything at the same time
Twenty one
I will always
Be smarter than you
But I won't always be right
Twenty two
I will cling to you
Like the moment I let go
You'll leave
Because it's happened before
Twenty three
I'm broken
You can't fix me
You can stay with me
Twenty four
I will rebel
Don't fight me
Twenty five
I want love
More than I want anything
In the world
Twenty six
If I'm flirting with you
Check your zodiac sign
Twenty seven
Research every murder mystery
If you're creeped out by them
I'm to creepy for you
Twenty eight
I read about the zodiac killer
Just for fun
Twenty nine
I'm a big city person
Thirty
I can and will run you over
With a horse