Bonding

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"Lance?"


My head instantly shot up towards the sound of the voice. "Oh hey Pidge, you good?" trying to quickly compose myself and place the facade back on.

"Whats wrong Lance I saw you crying?" Pidge started to move slowly towards me until she was just a few feet away.

I can't let her know how weak I am, "oh sorry, just a little homesick nothing to worry about. I think I'm gonna go and get some rest before dinner, see you at dinner Pidgeon!" I say as I quickly move past her and walk quickly to my room. Leaving a slightly confused Pidge behind.

I fell to my knees once I was safe behind my door, then forced myself up and moved to my bathroom and started to undress. Time for my punishments. My thighs were laced with dozens and dozens of lines old and new, no more room on there, I need a new canvas for my punishment, somewhere people can't see. My stomach! no one ever see's me with my top off, its the perfect place!

So I begin my punishment ritual.

1...showing off

2...showing weakness

3...calling Keith Alpha

4...being late

5...crying in front of others

I stopped at 8, less than normal which shows improvement. I let the blood flow as I went into the shower and cleaned my body from the grime and dirt of battle, watching my blood pool down the drain. After 20 minutes the bleeding stopped allowing me to dry the new marks and wrapping them up.

I put a towel on and went to take my suppressants, I hadn't managed to take any this morning in worry I was going to be late, when I reached for the bottle it was empty. I'm so screwed! I can't let them know, they'll throw me out like the useless Omega I am! I tried to control my emotions and my scent which I could smell slightly, had I not even put on my scent blocking soap? What is wrong with me?!

I needed to get dressed and figure out a plan, I left the bathroom and froze when I saw Pidge sitting in the far corner of my bed huddled up.

"Pidge what the hell are you doing in my room?!" I yelled panicked. She looked up at me with such desperation in her eyes. "It hurts Lance, I don't know whats happening but I hurt so much!" Her voice was laced with pain and pleading for help. I instantly went over and tried to comfort her, I moved Pidge onto my lap holding her close and then it hit me hard.

Their scent.

She was presenting, and as an Alpha as well!

This is bad, Keith and Shiro can't be near her right now. I tapped onto the intercom. "Coran are you there?"

"Ah Lance my boy! What can I do for you?" spoken in his always happy self.

"Pidge has started her presentation"

"Oh whats the project she's working on? I may come and listen in." God bless this innocent man.

"No Coran she's presenting her second gender and from what I can smell she's an Alpha, I need you to tell Keith and Shiro not to come anywhere near my room while she's going through this." I quickly respond.

"Of course I will, I hope our number 5 gets better soon! But I have to ask Lance, why is she in your room?" he asked curiously, you can even imagine him grabbing hold of his moustache as he talked.

"Pup's usually go to whoever they feel safest with when this happens, I guess I'm the chosen one." And it felt amazing to be wanted by someone, it had been so so long.

"Look after her then! How long does this process usually take for you humans?"

"Give it a day or two and she'll be back to normal, but probably with even more stubbornness and sass than before." Smiling as I can see how much trouble she is gonna be being the third alpha to the group.

"No worries, I'll let everyone know. I'll send Hunk down with some food and water shortly! Coran out".

I was grateful for Coran, he was always pleasant and nice, he never treated anyone any different. Maybe because he's older than Allura and is wiser for it, either way I was happy to have someone who has never put me down in the castle. Then I heard a whimper from the ball curled up in my lap.

I need to give all my attention to Pidge right now, presenting is hard and having someone there to support and look after them makes all the difference.

I would know.

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