Beta not Omega

First Heat

I woke the next morning in excruciating pain, everything hurt! It was like hot lava was pulsating through my entire being, sweat had almost drenched the nest I had made for me and Pidge, my mind fuzzing only knowing the pain coursing throughout my body. Then a overwhelming feeling took over me.

"I need Alpha."

For a second I lay there gobsmacked that I even said that out loud, disgusting Omega instincts what is wrong with me!? But the voice in the back of my head kept screaming the same phrase at me "I need Alpha!" A sudden image of Keith forced its way to the front of my mind, it was just after he had finished a training session. His brow glistening with sweat, long hair sticking to his forehead, using his T-shirt to wipe his brow showing his perfect abs.

"What the fuck am I thinking!? What's wrong with me!?"I yelled out to I one.

Why am I thinking this, yes I've always had a small crush on Keith but I knew it was always going to be one sided. For one I'm pretty sure he hates me, he never has anything nice to say to me and always has this permanent pissed off look he uses with me. So how in the hell am I suddenly craving him so badly? The answer dawned on me like a tonne of bricks, something Pidge had said yesterday; "have you ever even had a heat?" I haven't! I started taking suppressants as soon as I presented my 'parents' made sure of that, couldn't risk anyone finding out plus they wouldn't have to deal with something they thought was disgusting.

Wave after wave of pain and desire wrapped my entire body, squirming in my nest till even more panic hit me, I was.....leaking? I felt between my legs and all I could feel was a warm moist substance coming from me, I almost heaved, I'm just so disgusting, why did I have to be a useless revolting Omega. I sobbed harder as evil and self deprecating thoughts played tennis with my already weak mind. I wanted so much to call for help, but that's what a weak Omega would do. I'm not ready for them to see who I really am yet, not ready to be rejected by my second chance of a family.

I need to deal with this by myself but, I really want Alpha right now.

Keith's POV

Both me and Shiro had been told a couple days ago to stay clear of Lances room as Pidge had started her presentation and as an Alpha! Another Alpha in the group, that's 3 Alphas and 2 Betas, a lot for any pack to have without an Omega to help subdue everyone's raging temperament and keeping everyone in calm, but so far we had been managing, Hunk had excelled as the main Beta of the group, always their to be the voice of reason not getting too involved in everyone's business but there if you needed him in a moments notice. On the other hand there was Lance. No matter how hard I try I can't seem to understand him, he's been so quiet lately so much different than when we first came to space and joined Voltron, I always remember him being so energetic and outgoing I was always jealous of him for that. But now, it's like only half of him is there.

I think it might have to do with trying to mature and deal with a huge 10,000 intergalactic war between several thousand alien species, and I know we as a group have pushed him to become more responsible but I didn't want him to change for it. Whenever I look at him I just get so frustrated cause he doesn't make sense, I feel a pull and connection with him but I can never smell his pheromones as he's always wearing scent blocker, I can't read or understand him no where near as well as the others as he's the only one that covers his scent. I can't figure out why he does this either, it's just so infuriating which usually leads to me snapping and shouting outbursts at him. Everything is just so frustrating with him! Urgh!

I heard from Coran that Pidge had finished presenting and gone back to her room last night, I thought it best to give her some room with the new smells, sensations and urges and that came with being an Alpha, I remember how weird and confusing it was for me when I presented but I had Shiro to help me through it, poor Pidge was in the space going through something like that. But why did she go to Lances room, pups usually go to those they feel most safe when their presentation starts, he was only Beta and hadn't learnt long ago Pidge was a girl, why had their bond become so close so quickly? I felt my face heat up with jealously. "Why the fuck do I feel jealous, Pidge was going through her presentation and I don't even like Lance like that, do I?" I cursed out to my bedroom ceiling for no one to hear.

I laid their irritated with the situation but mainly myself for getting so worked up over what should be nothing then it hit me, ocean breeze and vanilla. My body became filled with a sense of longing, this new smell had entered my very soul , it was the answer to everything, beyond intoxicating. I moved to my feet quickly dressed in my jeans and t-shirt, I followed my nose out my room and down the hall until I landed outside Lances room. "Omega." My instincts cried out, one that was in heat and needed help, the scent was laced with anxiety and distress but was fused with lust and desire, it was everything.

I opened Lances door and saw a nest, my instincts suspicions confirmed, and in the middle of the blankets and clothing was a panting and sweating Lance the room thick with ocean and vanilla.

"Alpha?"

He questioned almost instantly as I entered the room his big blue eyes so full of fear, desperation, need and want. "My Omega."

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Hey all! Another chapter out, hope you are all still enjoying it?!

I'm thinking of possibly doing some smut in the next chapter, let me know if you all happy with that?

Kiki x