Beta not Omega

Flashback

I remembered back to when I presented at the age of 13, it wasn't a good experience at all.

I had been at school when I had felt this horrid pain erupt deep in my stomach, it was so sudden and fast that I had yelped out in the middle of English class, everyone's attention now directly at me, looking and starring at me. The teacher took me to the nurses office as I had fallen off my chair from the pain that was coursing throughout my entire being, I remember thinking to myself 'I just need Mama', how wrong I came to be.

The school nurse had contacted my parents who came and picked me up immediately, they loved they're kids, all 7 of us. In the family my Papa was an Alpha, my mother a Beta, my two older sisters were both Alpha's and my older brother was a Beta the rest of us were still pups. Both my parents were so helpful and understanding when my siblings went through their presentation I was hoping to get the same treatment.

But I'll never forget the look on their faces when they had got me home and into my bed, then my scent came through. First they looked confused and worried but as I watched them sniff more intently, their faces turned to disgust and disappointment their gaze now directed straight towards me.

"How can a son of mine be a useless fucking Omega?!" my Papa cried at me. I couldn't say anything my body was in so much pain and now with Omega instincts and emotions starting to form all I could feel was immense disappointment from letting down my Papa and Alpha. I just hurt.

"Answer me Omega!"

"I'm sorry Papa, I didn't mean for this to be how I am, I'm sorry, please help me it hurts so much" I cried out to my Papa, I had always been so close to him but the way he looked at me, like I was nothing broke me. I cried and sobbed, my body, head and heart hurt to much it felt like I was going to die from this pain.

My parents shut the door and left, no support for me like my older siblings, Omega's aren't worth any help or saving, this was my first lesson I learnt about myself as an Omega. I think I passed out from the hours and hours of pain. When I woke the day after in the evening the pain was gone, I slowly got up and headed out of my door.

"Lance! Get your useless ass down here now!" Papa's voiced boomed through our home.

I sprinted down the stairs to the him, I actually felt scared. I didn't like this. Sitting in the room was the entire family.

"As most of you can smell, Lance has presented as a pitiful Omega, he has lost all respect and privileges in this house hold. If you want to stay here Lance you'll have to live as a Beta, I can't have the world knowing my son is a pathetic weak Omega." The venom dripped of every word, but how could I refuse? I had nowhere else to go, no one I could trust.

I had never seen a male Omega at school or anywhere before, maybe thats why they're repulsed and disgusted by me, I'm an Abomination.

I breathed in deeply and tried to sound confident. "I agree, I'll do everything I can to make sure I am a Beta to everyone in and out of the family."

"There will be new rules for you to live under this roof. 1; you do not speak to anyone unless you are spoken to. 2; you will eat only when your Mama or me say you can. 3; you are to clean and start cooking for the rest of the family whenever requested. And if anyone questions why you do this for us I want you to reply 'a good Beta always helps and keeps peace in the family'."

My eyes started to fill with unshed tears but I nodded and agreed, what else could I do.

"Now go to your room and always remember you are a Beta outside of this house and anyone else, got it?"

"Yes Sir"

I spent the next 3 years doing everything for my 'family', my siblings felt sorry for me at first but soon took after my Papa's example, I became the McClain Slave so to be speak. 3 years of cooking almost every meal, cleaning the entire house, doing everyones laundry, dealing with all their verbal abuse, being used as the punching bag and looking after my younger siblings, that in truth was a small delight in my dull and painful existence.

But I knew my place, I was beneath them. I am and always will be a useless, pathetic, weak Omega.

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I can't let Pidge go through the same pain I went through when I presented, I'm going to be here for her, support her no matter what, thats what big brothers are meant to do.

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Hiya! Has been a while since I've updated, sorry!

Had some motivation hit me and thought I'd finally get another chapter done =]

Hope your all enjoying this.

Kiki x