ill always love you

confusion

Peridot POV

I excited the dorm questioning if lapis was plotting something, she just has to be, there is no way that not even a year ago she made me hit such a low point in my mental health that she made me question why i was still alive and now she's insisting on hanging out with me.

"So were do you wanna go peri" she said sounding happy.

"I dont know, ive never been to campus ive only located where my classes were taking hold" i said blankly trying to ignore the nickname.

We explored campus which was really helpfull for knowing where to go and everything tomorrow and lazuli was startinga conversacion every two seconds which made me feel nuts so i just gave very short answeres or i didnt respond.

She was really starting to get on my nerves.

We made our way to our dorm and entered.

" that was fun we shpuld hang out more often" she said cheerfully.

I had just had about enough at this point so i snapped.

"What are you fucking planning lazuli" i spat at her.

She turned around in surprise.

"Wha- plotting something?"she said in confusion.

"Why have you been this way to me, just last year you mede my life miserable and now your acting all happy with me, with you wanting to hang out with me and calling me nicknames" i  screamed at her, i was just completly and uterly confused.

"Look peridoy im really sorry about what happened between us in highschool, im really trying to fix it i swear" she said but i didnt believe i word she said.

"are you sure because the way i remember it you just loved to make my life hell" i said with tears forming in my eyes.

"The only reason i ever did that horrible stuff to you was because i was afraid of what jasper would do to me if i didnt" she said.

"making fun of you mas quite literaly what kept japer and I's together" she said as started to cooldown.

"Even if you are telling the truth i will never forgive you for what you did to me" i said looking down.

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Yay another update, btw did you guys see the new SU future episode i personally loved them and peri actually took of her visor for a second so that was cool.

Anieays toodles