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PROMISES

"Let's break this relationshit." I said.

Syempre it's just a test. I'm only testing their love for me.

"Okay. Let's end this..." He said then leave.

Diyan ko napapatunayan na ang nararamdaman nila ay hindi love kundi isa lamang infatuation.

Ilan na ba ang ginawan ko n'yan? sampo? fifteen? ah, ewan.

"I'm not promising that I wouldn't leave you but I'll try pero kung iiwan man kita 'di dahil hindi kita mahal kundi dahil papalamigin ko muna..." He's Xyron.

Gustuhin ko mang kiligin pero lahat naman ganyan ang sinasabi't pinapangako.

It's our 1st anniversary and here I am infront of him.

"Let's break up..." I said.

Nagulat man sya pero bumulas sya ng tawa at niyakap ako.

"You're so funny Thea." bulong nya.

"W-what are you saying?" Gulat na tanong ko

"Sinusumpong ka nanaman ng topak mo." bulong nya ulit.

It can't be. Lahat ng sinabihan ko nun umaalis but why he didn't leave?

And our 2nd, 3rd anniversary came laging ganon but he always saying that may topak lang ako....

Until our 4th anniversary came..

"Let's end this Xyron. Nakakasawa na.."

Even if I love him I need to do this to prove that he truely love me..

"You want to end this?" He asked. Yung boses nya puno ng pait at sakit...

"Yeah.."

"Then go.." He said. Bumagsak ang mga luha nya.

Shit! This can't be happening. In my life no one man cried infront of me. Only xyron.

“Kapag ikaw humakbang ng sampong beses palayo sakin. Hahayaan na kita pero remember na kahit sampo o bente man iyang hakbang mo I will never stop loving you.."

Humakbang ako ng isa.

"One." he counted.

Isa pa ulit na hakbang.

"Two.."

Sa hakbang ko na yun biglang bumalik ang mga masasayang memories namin na magkasama. 
I step again..

"Three."

When we celebrate our first month as couple. He always sweet and humble. He never leave me in times of sadness.

I step again. Damn, why it's so hard to step away from him?

"Four."

When our 1st anniversary came. I thought that he will leave me when I said I'm breaking up with him but he doesn't.

I step again.

"Five.."

I remember our first kiss. Two days kaming hindi nagpansinan dahil sa hiya and first kiss din pala niya yon.

"Six.." He counted as I step again.

The gifts that I received. Gifts that not elegant nor expensive but meaningful. He wrote a love letter for me that made me cry and he made a poem just for me.

I stepped again

"Seven.."

He's effort. Even he has a project and busy he always have time for me.

I stepped again.

"Eight."

The times we spend together. In sadness and happiness. He always there to comfort me when I feel alone.

I stepped again.

"Nine.." His voice broke at alam kong nasasaktan din siya.

I decided.

I DON’T WANT TO LEAVE HIM.

Humarap ako sa kanya ng lumuluha. Nakita ko siyang nakatalikod. Lumapit ako sa kanya ng dahan-dahan.

DAMN! I really love this man.

"She really leave me! Fuck this life! for almost 4 years." Naririnig kong mga salita nya. "Saan ba ko nagkamali?" Puno ng sakit ang boses nya.

Niyakap ko sya sa likod.

"No. Hindi ka nagkamali. Ako yung mali." I whispered. Gulat siyang humarap sakin. "Sorry Xy. Simula palang ganoon na ang ginagawa ko sa lahat ng naging boyfriend ko. Ikaw lang ang nanatili Xy. I'm so lucky to have you. Papakawalan pa ba kita?" usal ko. I gave him a soft kiss on his lips.

"Thea.." Banggit nito sa pangalan ko. "God! Your back. God! Thank you." Sigaw nito at binuhat ako.

"Alam mo Xy? You're the first man whom cried infront of me and while I stepping away from you. I remember those memory that we have made." Pagkukwento ko na nakapagpangiti kay Xyron. God! Saan pa ako makakakita ng gantong lalaki?

"I love you Xyron..." Saad ko. "Thank you for fulfilling your promises."

  AUTHOR'S NOTE
Love is blind. Love is not easy. Love is painful. But, always remember that when you find a man that will love you more than his self, love will be colorful. Hindi minamadali ang pag-ibig. Kapag minadali, madalas magkamali.