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REALIZATIONS

In teenage days, it's not bad to have a crush on someone. To like someone. Just like me, I have. Minsan gwapo, minsan hindi. Minsan mabait, minsan masungit. It's always different.

I want them to like me back. I want them to crush me back. I want them to like me as a woman and not as a friend or little sister.

I made some things that I never thought I could do. I made some embarrassing things just for them to notice me. I change myself for them to like me back.

And that is my wrong.

I thought being their "type" would be enough for them to like me back.

In the past months, I have a realization. I realize the we don't need to change ourselves to be like by someone we liked. Forcing is like forcing ourselves to love someone even we don't. Feelings can't force.

Even you change yourself into his/her type, if he/she doesn't like you then it's not.

I realize that waiting is I need to do. When you wait for something, it's more worth it.

For everyone who's reading this, don't force yourself into someone who doesn't like you. Focus on yourself more.

Because the more you push yourself into someone, the more you don't have a chance on it.

Don't change youself for others. Be yourself and someday, someone will love you and cherish you.