My head is aching
Turn down the volume
It's killing me, this migraine
You better bust a cap up my brain
Surely you would have saved me
From the pain
And Suffering that won't come off
Like a stain
Tunnel vision
Can't seem to see a thing
I'm clouded by the purple reign
But I see it
A shining light, holy grail
Found it at the bottom of
My cup of lean
Certainly my life won't be in vain
But these empty thoughts
Keep bouncing back and forth
I'm losing it bit by bit bout to go insane
Time is running out
The beast is down on one knee
This your chance to get him slain
Band-Aids don’t fix bullet holes
My skin cut into ties with plastic hoes
So I told the love to let me go
And dementia to pull me close
The walls are coming in
Can’t move
My chassis froze
My heart rate pacing
The breathing getting frantic
Popping Xanax pills
Low dosage on the psychedelic
Double the amount
When I’m feeling nostalgic
Reminiscing
Reflecting on these memory relics
Begging
Pleading
My soul is yearning
Emotions I’m pouring
Take me back
Back to the past when it was SIMPLE
And fun is just a sentiment from the past
Used to crack jokes under the blazing sun
Oh boy it was a blast
Now minutes just bolt fast
I wouldn’t want it to last
Misery in the shadows of those fallen and lost
Not a single moment can go by
Without a constant reminder
Of these wounds hidden behind this cast
A sigh of relief
The wounds sinking in
I’m in disbelief
Internal turmoil
I’m always in grieve
Separating the good and the bad through this sieve
It’s no help as much as I’d hoped
Already feeling the dream blowing off
Into the wind as sorrowful dust
One more breath
I’m faded
Gone too soon if I must .
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PoetryI've been writing for years . And some of my works on here were written when I was younger and didn't have the best understanding of writing .So bear with me because those don't reflect who I am as a writer anymore . . . . I believe, the BEST way t...
