Depression is just another mental illness people tend to forget,
But at the same time it's the most well known
Depression is waking up and for a split second you think you can tell yourself it's okay ,
But then depression tells you otherwise
But anxiety yells louder and louder in your ear,
You are now shaking and crying in fear,
Insomnia makes it hard to sleep ,
Your options are to sit
And weep or wait in your dark room
Darker than your soul,
Darker than your thoughts that arise in your brain at 2AM
And you wait ,
You wait for a small silver of light to reach your window,
And for what so that you can get up
And pretend to be normal?
To pretend that you slept?
Just to go to school and fake a smile ,
Forever waiting for the day where you can say I'm fine and truly mean it
So you spend another day at school with decreasing grades
Because you dont have the will enough to do your work ,
Home is your favourite place whether your friends or not you feel completely alone ,
Like the whole world and its family against you ,
Enough is enough ,
Crying for hours ,
Once that freak show is over you cry yourself to sleep ,
If you can
And kudos to the ones that can't cry because only God knows how much pain you're really in
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PoetryI've been writing for years . And some of my works on here were written when I was younger and didn't have the best understanding of writing .So bear with me because those don't reflect who I am as a writer anymore . . . . I believe, the BEST way t...
