new city, new university, new world.
it all started with uncertainties.
everything based on maybe.
will doubts end?
"𝙈𝙖𝙮𝙗𝙚 𝙄 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪, 𝙢𝙖𝙮𝙗𝙚 𝙣𝙤𝙩"
⌠ 𝘸𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘱𝘢𝘥 𝘧𝘢𝘯𝘧𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯
𝘢𝘴𝘩𝘵𝘰𝘯 𝘪𝘳𝘸𝘪...
I know, i know, not very friendly but i can't handle this noise for one more second.
After i turn off that noise machine, (it's not an alarm, nope, noise machine is more accurate) i get up from my super comfortable bed and open the windows of my room. Sun! Finally! I couldn't handle that rain anymore!
I grab my phone that is on my bedside table and put on some music because otherwise i can't start my day.
Harry Styles starts playing on my speakers and i'm instantly in a good mood!
I dance around my room, picking my outfit to my morning run. I choose some black leggings, a grey Nike hoody that i cropped and some running shoes.
I get dressed, turn off the music and head off to my morning run.
These 30 minutes are the best part of my day! I'm able to relax and think. I'm in New York. I'm living in New York. I still can't believe that i managed to make my dream come true! Majoring in architecture at NYU seemed impossible last year when i got my rejection email but i don't give up easily so this summer i applied again and the joy that i felt when i got my acceptance email couldn't compare to anything i've felt before.
Lost in my thoughts i didn't even noticed that i was back home. I get on the elevator and press the 3rd floor button.
I open the door quickly when i noticed that it's amost 9 and i have classes at 9.30.
I turn on the shower, letting it heat up, and wash myself in a record time. I wrap my body in a fluffy white towel and run out of the bathroom.
9.04 am
OMG! Me and my reflection time will be the death of me. Oh and to make my morning better i didn't even leave my outfit planned yesterday! Great, just great! (note sarcasm)
I open my closet and have the cliché, but very accurate, thought "i don't have anything to wear". Now i know that's not true because i like to buy clothes way too much to not have anything to wear so let's stop with the dramatic hours.
I pick a beige long sleeve shirt with buttons in the front, some high-waisted jeans, a black belt, my underwear and bra and some vans and quickly dress up.
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I do my make up fast, just putting mascara and lipstick and take my hair out of the ponytail and brush it leaving it straight.
9.13 am
There goes my time to eat and be on my phone. (smh)
'Instead of complaining, go eat and get going' - my amazing subconscious is so annoying
