An angels lover

~Mine?~

Alani

I fan myself out still not believing it was a simulation. How can he get into my head so easily? Am I that weak.

I splash water on my face and blink just to make sure I'm in reality. I poke my head out the window and my face drys up.

I sit on the toilet lid and put my head in my hands. A soft knock comes at the door and I look up. "It's occupied" I say and I think they go away.

I stick my head out wanting some more fresh air. "Your not gonna jump?" a low voice says.

I cover my mouth with both hands stopping a scream form escaping. It's Cultun. Cultun?

"No" I say and put my hand over my heart "how'd you get in?"

I sit down on the counter and he leans his back on the door. "I'm sorry Alani" his voice softens.

"It hurts me. It hurts me knowing what I've done to you. It hurts seeing you so cold because of what I did, how I left. I don't know how many times I'm going to have to apologize but I won't give up

"I was honestly just trying to protect you. I knew I was in it for the wrong reasons when I nearly ran you over. You shouldn't have to beg me to stay

"I'm here. Right here, I don't know why that isn't enough for you" he breaks eye contact as tears swim in them.

"I don't know how long here is going to last. I can't take another heart break. I can't take it" I add and my voice breaks.

"I'm not going anywhere without you. Please Alani give me a chance" his voice begs.

I stand up and slowly make my way to him. When face to face I throw my arms around his neck "Okay" I nod.

He warps his arm around me and we skin to the ground together. "I thought I lost you" I hear his voice crack. He's crying.

I start to break down too. I hate being so damn sensitive. "I can't loose you again" I say hugging him tighter.

"You won't" he looks up at me and his eyes are wet. He kisses me and I feel a tear fall form his eye. I wipe it away and he gives me a weak smile.

"That's no fair" I say pulling hair out my face "I had so much comebacks prepared" I add making him laugh.

I missed hearing that sound so much. I put my head on his chest and listen to his heartbeat.

"You want to get out of here?" He asks and I nod. We both stand up and wipe our tears away. He takes my hand and we walk out the bathroom.

We make our way out and I see Daniel dancing with Lilac, they look happy and I'm happy for him. Louis and I make brief eye contact and I turn to follow Cultun out.

When we reach his car, he opens the door for me. I smile. A genuine smile. When he gets in the drivers side he starts his engine and pulls out.

He takes my And and kisses it making me blush. He drives back to Kevin's house, a place I haven't been in over three months.

When he left I couldn't bring myself to go back so I moved back into my house. Now being back seems a little wired. He parks his car then gets out to open the door for me.

When we get into our room I look around and nothings changed. I didn't touch anything, everything is just like it was three months ago.

"Are you sure Kevin won't mind?" I ask Cultun again. "The last time I saw him I kind of punched him in the face"

"He won't mind" he reassure me for the fifth time.

"I'm just positive that-"

"He won't mind" he cuts me off.

"Are you sure because-"
He laughs cutting me off again. He carries me then puts me on the bed. He kisses me slowly and softly.

I kiss him back and run my hands in his hair. We make out and then end up cuddling. Cultun drifts off in my arms making it easier for me to fall asleep.